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  <title>Hannah Carrietta's Thoughts</title>
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  <updated>2006-09-25T00:36:31Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hannahcarrietta:8288</id>
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2006-12-31T19:35:00</title>
    <published>2006-09-25T00:36:31Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-25T00:36:31Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Here is my Slash100 Table :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;table border="2" cellpadding="3" cellspacing="2"&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;001.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Beginnings.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;002.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Middles.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;003.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ends.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;004.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Firsts.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;005.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lasts.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;006.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Hours.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;007.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Days.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;008.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Weeks.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;009.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Months.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;010.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Years.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;011.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Friends.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;012.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Enemies.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;013.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lovers.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;014.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Strangers.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;015.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Classmates.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;016.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Family.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;017.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Parents.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;018.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Children.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;019.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Him.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;020.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Her.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;021.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Birth.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;022.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Death.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;023.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Life.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;024.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Choices.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;025.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Accident.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;026.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Smell.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;027.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sound.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;028.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Touch.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;029.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Taste.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;030.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sight.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;031.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sunrise.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;032.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sunset.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;033.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Too Much.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;034.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Not Enough.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;035.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Mask.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;036.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Breakfast.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;037.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lunch.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;038.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Dinner.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;039.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Food.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;040.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Drink.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;041.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Rain.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;042.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Snow.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;043.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lightning.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;044.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Thunder.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;045.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Storm.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;046.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Winter.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;047.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Summer.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;048.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Spring.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;049.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Fall.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;050.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Vacation.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;051.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Humor.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;052.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Angst.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;053.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Fluff.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;054.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;And.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;055.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;If.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;056.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Birthday.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;057.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Christmas.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;058.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Thanksgiving.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;059.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Halloween.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;060.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;New Year.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;061.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Broken.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;062.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Shattered.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;063.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Hurt.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;064.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Agony.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;065.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Healing.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;066.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Anger.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;067.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Love.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;068.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Loss.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;069.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Jealousy.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;070.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Denial.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;071.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sex.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;072.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Kink.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;073.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Threesome.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;074.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Seduction.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;075.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Party.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;076.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Secrets&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;077.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Betrayal&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;078.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Discovery&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;079.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Confession&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;080.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Redemption&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;081.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;School&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;082.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Work&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;083.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Home&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;084.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;High&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;085.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Low&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;086.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Circle.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;087.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Heart.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;088.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lost.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;089.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Found.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;090.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Missing.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;091.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Epiphany.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;092.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Dream.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;093.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Break-up.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;094.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Make-up.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;095.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lies.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;096.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Writer‘s Choice.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;097.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Writer‘s Choice.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;098.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Writer‘s Choice.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;099.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Writer‘s Choice.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;100.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Writer‘s Choice.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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    <title>Timeline</title>
    <published>2006-09-13T09:07:43Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-13T09:07:43Z</updated>
    <content type="html">There have been several questions about the timeline of my universe, so here is a partial one that will be filled in more as the stories are posted. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Timeline&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1961- House is born &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1977- House starts University (Pre-Med)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1979- Chase is born&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1981- House starts Medical School&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1988- House meets Wilson and Cuddy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1992- House starts at Princeton-Plainsboro Teaching Hospital&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1995- &lt;br /&gt;(May) House and Chase met in London, Chase moves to USA&lt;br /&gt;(July) Chase finds out he is pregnant (1st Time)&lt;br /&gt;(August) House and Chase are married&lt;br /&gt;(September) Chase starts College&lt;br /&gt;(October) Chase’s Mother Dies&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1996-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is born&lt;br /&gt;(May) 1st Anniversary&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1997-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 1&lt;br /&gt;(March) Chase decides he will go on to medical school after he graduates&lt;br /&gt;(May) 2nd Anniversary&lt;br /&gt;(October) House becomes head of Diagnostics &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1998-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 2&lt;br /&gt;(May) 3rd Anniversary, and Chase graduates with his Bachelor’s degree&lt;br /&gt;(September) Chase starts Medical School&lt;br /&gt;(November) Chase finds out he is pregnant, runs into his father in New York &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1999-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 3&lt;br /&gt;(March) They move into their new home near the hospital (6 bedrooms, 1 playroom, 1 office and 1 guestroom (for Wilson))&lt;br /&gt;(May) 4th Anniversary&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is born&lt;br /&gt;(September) 2nd year Medical School&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2000-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 4&lt;br /&gt;(May) 5th Anniversary&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is 1&lt;br /&gt;(September) 3rd year of Medical School&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2001-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 5&lt;br /&gt;(April) Greg turns 40&lt;br /&gt;(May) 6th Anniversary and Chase graduates from Medical School&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is 2&lt;br /&gt;(August) Chase starts at the Hospital in ICU&lt;br /&gt;(September) Gregory is suspended from school for the first time for mouthing off to a teacher&lt;br /&gt;(October) Chase finds out he is pregnant&lt;br /&gt;(December) House has his infraction  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2002-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 6&lt;br /&gt;(April) House goes back to work full time&lt;br /&gt;(May) 7th Anniversary, Emmy and Sydney are born&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is 3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2003-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 7&lt;br /&gt;(May) 8th Anniversary, Twins turn 1, Chase is transferred to Diagnostics temporarily&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is 4&lt;br /&gt;(November) Mikey is born&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2004-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 8&lt;br /&gt;(May) 9th Anniversary, Twin turn 2&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is 5&lt;br /&gt;(September) Foreman is hired&lt;br /&gt;(November) Mikey is 1&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2005-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 9, Cameron is hired&lt;br /&gt;(May) 10th Anniversary, Twins turn 3&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is 6&lt;br /&gt;(September) Chase finds out he is pregnant&lt;br /&gt;(November) Mikey is 2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2006-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 10&lt;br /&gt;(April) Sandy is born&lt;br /&gt;(May) 11th Anniversary, Twins turn 4&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is 7&lt;br /&gt;(November) Mikey is 3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2007-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 11&lt;br /&gt;(April) Sandy is 1&lt;br /&gt;(May) 12th Anniversary, Twins turn 5&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is 8&lt;br /&gt;(November) Mikey is 4&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2008-&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 12&lt;br /&gt;(March) ? &lt;br /&gt;(April) Sandy is 2&lt;br /&gt;(May) 13th Anniversary, Twins turn 6&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is 9&lt;br /&gt;(November) Mikey is 5&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2009&lt;br /&gt;(January) Gregory is 13&lt;br /&gt;(April) Sandy is 3&lt;br /&gt;(May) 14th Anniversary, Twins turn 7&lt;br /&gt;(June) Jimmy is 10&lt;br /&gt;(September) ?&lt;br /&gt;(November) Mikey is 6&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Story Order&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Love at First Quip (2005, 1995)&lt;br /&gt;-Phone Call (2005)&lt;br /&gt;-The Plan (2005)&lt;br /&gt;-Nightmare (1998)&lt;br /&gt;-15 and Pregnant (1995, 1996, 2005)&lt;br /&gt;-The Surgery (2001)&lt;br /&gt;-The Look (2005)&lt;br /&gt;-Anniversary Part 1 (1995-2005), Part 2 (2006-2015)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As of the moment this is the House Family Tree&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gregory Edmund House (April 6, 1961)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robert Marcus House (September 16, 1979)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1st Gregory Marcus Chase House (January 16, 1996); Almost 10 and is referred to as Gregory by his parents, acts like a miniature House most of the times (Sweetie) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2nd James Edmund House (June 6, 1999); 6 years old and is referred to as Jimmy by his parents, is a sweet artistic boy who loves to paint (conceived on Robby’s birthday) (Poppet) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3rd and 4th Sydney Elizabeth and Emily Marie House (May 23, 2002); 3 ½ years old and are referred to as Sydney and Emmy or as the twin terror, Emmy is a little daddy’s girl that acts like a princess and Sydney is quieter and is very shy (Cece and Princess E)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5th Connor Michael House (November 9, 2003); just turned 2 years old and is referred to as Mikey by his parents; currently the baby of the family personality seems to be more like House than Chase &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6th New Baby Boy(Due in April 6, 2006) Alesander Mathew House&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes there will be a few more children as they have already been partially written into the series…</content>
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2006-09-11T14:57:00</title>
    <published>2006-09-11T19:59:30Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-11T19:59:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Title: Past and Present Universe: Anniversary &lt;br /&gt;Fandom: House MD&lt;br /&gt;Characters: House/Chase&lt;br /&gt;Prompt: 010 Years&lt;br /&gt;Summery: Anniversary of the day that met over the years&lt;br /&gt;Warning: Hints of an underage relationship, SLASH and MPREG. If you don’t like either please do not read this.&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: &lt;br /&gt;Rating: PG-13&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: There will be a 2nd part to the story which has been barely started but I thought that everyone would like a partical update. I do not own House MD or have any claims on it if I did there would be a lot more slash and it would be called the House love Chase show. I am not writing this story for any type of profit. Please do not sue me as I am a poor law student with -$500 in the bank and a summer tuition bill of $3,000.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Year 1-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby sat there in the rocking chair content humming as he rocked his nursing baby slowly. He was surprised how quickly they grow as it seemed like the last three and a half months had passed in a flash and Gregory had already grown so much since he was born. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked up as he heard a noise out in the hall. He smiles as his husband walked into their bedroom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“If that guy is your boss you really need to quit?” Greg says laughing. Robby looked at his husband strangely for a minute before it hit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“No he is just my prick of a father. I am not a doctor.” Robby answered back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well it is a good thing that you are not a doctor you are much too pretty to be a doctor. No one would get any work done they would all be too busy looking at you. Would you like to go and get something to eat?” Greg asks knelling next to the rocking chair looking at his son and husband.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well I don’t know you might take advantage of me. What are your intentions Dr.House?” He asks looking down at the sleeping baby.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“My intentions are to knock you up and then marry you. How does that sound?” Greg asks his husband standing up and taking Gregory so Robby can stand up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby smiles at his husband before taking their son back in his arms to lay him down in his cradle. As his husband followed him into the nursery he looked over his shoulder at his husband after he laid Gregory down. “Well Dr.House I think we should go and discuss this plan in the other room.” Robby tells his husband waggling his eyebrows and then takes off back to their bedroom with his husband right after him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg throw him on the bed before lying down on top of him. He smiled down at him. “I love you my silly little wombat.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Year 2-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg is shocked as he walks in the door to his husband thrusting their son into his arms. Before picking up his bookbag and grabbing his car keys. “Here you made him you take him! He will not stop running around the apartment dumping whatever he can find on the floor including any textbooks or notes of mine. I am going to study at the library for exams I will be back later.” Robby says before heading out the door.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg is still standing there a minute later as he husband sweeps in and kisses the life out of him. “Oh by the way Happy Anniversary I love you!” He says before running back out the door.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg looks at the door and then down at his son in his arms whose little blond head is resting angelically on his shoulder smiling innocently at him. “You can’t fool me kid! You are a House, cut the act. What did you do to your mommy today?” Greg asks his son.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Dada play!” His son responds.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;House puts his son down on the ground and looks around at the apartment. Kids!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Year 3-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Congratulations, you sexy college grad!” Greg tells his husband. “How does it feel to have your degree?” Greg asks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Good except for the part where I start school again in the fall for another several years.” Robby tells his husband smiling as he puts his mortboard on top of Gregory’s little head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“So what have you decided to go to school for?” Greg asks smiling knowing the answer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Oh shut up! You know very well what I have decide you egotistical prick. You know very well this is all your fault if I could have known where this would all lead three years ago I should have run the opposite direction.” He says laughing. “I was doing very well sticking to my guns but no I have to marry you and see that all doctors are not as horrific as my father.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well look at it this way at least you already know more than 99% of med students and if you do have any problems there are plenty of people you can ask for help.” Greg says smugly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Year 4-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Catch your son before he runs out all over the hallways!” Greg hears looking up in his office at his husband. He gets up and runs after the little devil currently trying to evade him, finally catching him at the elevators. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What exactly have you done to your mommy today?” Greg asks carrying his son upside down back to his office. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Nothin I good, daddy!” Gregory tells his father giggling. Greg just raises his eyebrow at his son and shakes his head. He walks back into his office seeing his husband trying to sit down on the couch. He laughs which causes Robby to glare at him. He sets Gregory down near his toy box and sits down before pulling his husband down in his lap.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“So what do I owe the honor of your visit to?” Greg asks kissing his husband.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Your Son decided that it would be a good idea today to run around like a wild banshee and since you have knocked me up I really can’t run after him very well so we came to see daddy who can run after him and exhaust him. Or even better so Mommy can have a nap.” He says grinning at his husband who is currently resting a hand on his belly feeling the baby move.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Four years, almost two kids can you believe it?” Greg asks his husband. “Hmm… how about I call Wilson for a consult and stick the little half wombat with him and we can go off and hide for a few hours?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“That sounds good. But you are going to have to help me up.” Robby says kissing his husband.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Quickly Wilson is called and they run out the hospital well waddle as fast as someone eight months pregnant can.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Year 5-  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby walks into his husband’s office interrupting his husband’s residents after making sure that no one was dying or anything serious. “Well Daddy someone wants to show you something.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg watches as Jimmy is set on the floor and Robby’s hands slowly let go of the baby’s. Jimmy takes two wobbly steps and then falls flat on his butt. Greg swoops him up and kisses the top of the baby’s head. “What a smart boy are you walking before even a year. Yes you are, I bet your brother been helping you.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yep, I teach Jimmy how to walk. I’m the big brother!” Gregory says giggling as his father swoops him up to. “You both are such smart boys. I bet you’re the smartest little boys in the world.” Greg tells him walking over to his husband.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jimmy reaches over for his mommy. “Mama, djwjl jdkaj.” Jimmy says.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Really?” Robby says reaching for his youngest son. He looks over at his husband and kisses him. “I thought that you might want to see that. I figure we could stop by before someone has to go to preschool.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“NO PRESCHOOL! They stupid there and its dumb. It only for stupid babies. Stay with daddy!” Gregory says firmly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby rolls his eyes at his son and then glares at his husband as he laughs. “That is all you!”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“He can stay here for awhile. Nothing is going on here and he really is smarter than those kids at the preschool.” Greg says.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well I have to go study I still have two finals to go. I will see you later. Oh… is Wilson still babysitting tonight?” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yeah, he will be over right after work. He is just going to sleep in his room tonight and ride in with me in the morning.” Greg tells him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Okay, Gregory be good for Daddy and don’t bug your Uncle James or Aunt Lisa too much okay? And don’t let Daddy bug them either too much!” Robby tells his oldest son. “Love you, sweetie! Love you Dr.House!” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Year 6-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The boys were laid down for the night and they were trying to relax. It was the first time all week that they had had time to themselves. That had been quietly talking about their vacation to visit family in London and their plans for a quiet weekend away from the kids that they both needed desperately between school and idiots who thought themselves doctors that had recently been hired for Greg’s department.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“One more final and I will finally be done! I can’t wait.” Robby says glad that it is almost over. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Have you heard back about any of the residencies yet?” Greg asks curled up with his husband on the couch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yeah I heard back from one in California. They want to offer me one.” He says trying not to smile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“California?” Greg says emotionless. “Isn’t that kind of far to commute?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well I did get offered one here at a hospital run by a Dr.Cuddy on the condition that I help her control some mischievous doctor.” Robby says laughing feeling his husband relax back against the couch again. “They offered me the residency up in the ICU but Dr.Mattews says that you have to behave yourself if I take it.” He told his husband. “No fake consults and no stealing me all the time from upstairs.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well I will see what I can do but that sexy little ass of yours is extraordinarily distracting.” Greg tells him knowing that the hospital is about to become even more interesting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Year 7-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby tries to get up again to catch his oldest son who thought 11 o’clock at night would be a good time to get up and run around. He becomes angry as he husband smirks at him finding this amusing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Greg would you stop your son!” Robby screamed at his husband who was watching all of this and laughing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I can’t I have a bum leg remember.” He says still laughing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I am 9 months pregnant with twins, that ranks over your bum leg which you can get around a lot better with than you want anyone to know.” Robby tells him still pissed off at his husband.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg smirks as he gets up off the couch and catches his oldest son and puts him back to bed for the 3rd time that night. Their youngest son Jimmy walked out of his room and walked over to Robby and curled up next to him. “Did your brother wake you up again poppet?” Jimmy nods next to him. “Mama luv you.” Jimmy says sleepily and falls back to sleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg walks into the room smiling after five minutes. “Mission accomplished Gregory is sleeping now. Will there be anything else your royal highness?” Greg asks sarcastically.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yeah, you can put this one back in bed and you can make sure that your best bud Wilson never fills these kids up with sugar again and drops them off.” Robby tells his husband exhausted and cranky. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg picks up their son Jimmy and just stares at him for a minute. “I will put this one back in bed and then I will be back.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby just sits trying to get the energy to get up and walk to bed. This pregnancy had been his roughest so far and had been further complicated by Greg’s infraction. Robby starts to zone out when all of a sudden there is a hand in front of his face. He looks and sees his husband standing in front of him. Greg helps him and keeps him up on his feet while he gets steady. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I am so ready for these babies to be here. I am sick of being pregnant.” He tells his husband as they walk slowly towards their bedroom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You know if you weren’t so damn sexy pregnant then you wouldn’t be in this position right now, but you are a damn sexy pregnant wombat.” Greg tells his husband helping him undress and get laid down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I think you need your vision checked. I look like a whale and a fat whale at that.” Robby says not believing his husband.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You are not fat, you are carrying two baby wombats. Happy Anniversary. Even with everything that has happen in the last seven years they have been the best of my life. I love you.” Greg says softly to his husband.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I love you too. It was the smartest decision I ever made letting you pick me up at that conference.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Year 8-   &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“And what exactly are you doing here sleeping in my office?” Greg asked as he stood there by the door tapping his cane on the floor.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well someone kept calling me for bogus consultations so a certain hospital administrator decided that she would cave in and temporarily reassign me departments until this baby is born, especially since you just fired your latest bunch of residents and I am going to be down here anyway. So I decided since my new supervisor refuses to take cases again I would catch a nap while the twins were sleeping.” Robby said smiling brightly from the couch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg looks him up and down and leers as he slowly walked to the couch. “So, you think if I refuse to hire anymore residents Cuddy would keep you down here permanently?” Greg asked and laid down getting them both situated comfortably.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“No, she would not! Also if I catch you two having sex in the hospital again I will make you do your clinic duty House for a year.” A voice from the door said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby blushes and hides his face in Greg’s neck as Greg laughed at Cuddy and kisses the top of Robby’s head as one of his hands went down to rest on top of his husband pregnant belly. “But he is just too cute to resist I told him when I met him that he was too cute to be a doctor that he would distract other doctors and I was right besides we have kids at home which tends to adversely affect the amount of sex we are able to have as they keep interrupting.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“House you two are having your fifth child. I really don’t think getting enough is your problem. Not in my hospital anymore.” Cuddy tells them as she leaves his office.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Year 9-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“How long until the kids are back?” Greg asks as he tries to strip his husband as quickly as possible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“They will be back in about two hours.” He says as Greg pushes him back until he hits the bed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Good…” Greg starts to say as Robby pulls him down on top of him before rolling Greg onto his back. “Oh God…” Greg says as his husband sticks his hand down his pants.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby looks at his husband impishly before pulling Greg’s pants completely off and pulling his own off. He kissed his husband and then slowly started making his way down. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They both freeze as they hear a crash by the front door and the noise of children.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Sick, cranky or misbehaved? What is your guess” Robby asked.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“$100 it was Mikey and he was cranky.” Greg says laying his bet down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“$100 it is Emmy and she caused a scene.” Robby says before slowly getting up to see why Wilson had brought the kids home so early.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“It is a miracle that we have five children as much as we get interrupted.” Greg says pulling on his pants.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“It isn’t a miracle it’s the fact that you are a horny old man. Happy Anniversary.” Robby says before quickly kissing his husband and going out to see what happened this time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg was just pulling his shirt on when his husband walked back into the room with their youngest six month old Mikey. “You win it was him. He just wouldn’t settle down for them and kept crying so they brought him home. The other kids left again with Wilson and Cuddy they will be back later.” He says rolling his eyes before handing the baby over to his husband before climbing on the bed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Maybe next year…” They both say and then laugh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Year 10-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As he stalked down the hall of the hospital he could feel his temper becoming hotter and hotter. He couldn’t believe the nerve of that stupid American head case. It had become increasingly worse the longer she worked here and if something didn’t change soon he was going to strangle her and then he would be deported and that would mess up his life greatly.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Fire her or else I mean it Greg!” Robby said as he busted into his husband’s office, fed up with Cameron’s flirting with HIS husband.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg just looked at him and laughed, finding it extremely funny how one little slip of a girl could make his husband so angry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You do not have to find this so funny.” He said pouting as he sat down in his husband’s lap.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“As I have pointed out before you silly little wombat. I happen to be married to you and love you.” Greg told him hugging him close. “Besides even if we weren’t married I would never become involved with her, Dr.Cameron just sees me as something that she can fix. And she interrupts my videogames way too much.” Greg pointed out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well I interrupt you all the time when you are watching one of your shows or playing videogames. You never seem to mind when I do it.” Robby says kissing Greg’s neck, smiling. “And there is nothing about you that needs fixing except for your encouragement of Your Son’s misbehaving.” &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;“And that is why I am married to you. Everyone else thinks that I need to be fixed. Besides while you do interrupt my video games quite a bit you also make up for it.” Greg tells him smirking and leering at him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They both swung their eyes around when they heard a familiar sigh from the door. Cuddy was standing there rolling her eyes at them. “If I let you both go early today and I don’t make you make up your clinic duty Dr.House will the two of you behave all next week?” Cuddy asks knowing that she will not get any work out of them today of all days.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Throw in babysitting duty with Wilson tonight and you have got a deal. I promise you will not catch us having sex at all next week.” Greg says smirking. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Funny, you forgot to say that you will not have sex in my hospital again.” Cuddy says walking away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Home?” Robby asks smirking.</content>
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2006-06-08T18:45:00</title>
    <published>2006-06-08T22:45:17Z</published>
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    <published>2006-06-08T22:33:02Z</published>
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    <content type="html">&lt;table style="color: black;" align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#CBE5FE" align="center"&gt;&lt;font style="color:black; font-size: 14pt;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Your Political Profile:&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#CCE2FE"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Overall&lt;/strong&gt;: 60% Conservative, 40% Liberal&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#CDDFFE"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Social Issues&lt;/strong&gt;: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#CFDCFF"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Personal Responsibility&lt;/strong&gt;: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#D0D8FF"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Fiscal Issues&lt;/strong&gt;: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#D1D5FF"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Ethics&lt;/strong&gt;: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#D2D2FF"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Defense and Crime&lt;/strong&gt;: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/howliberalorconservativeareyouquiz/"&gt;How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content>
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2006-06-02T23:35:00</title>
    <published>2006-06-03T03:36:17Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Title: Past and Present Universe: The Look&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: House MD&lt;br /&gt;Characters: House/Chase&lt;br /&gt;Prompt: 055 If&lt;br /&gt;Warning: Hints of an underage relationship, SLASH and MPREG. If you don’t like either please do not read this.&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: 961&lt;br /&gt;Rating: PG-13&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: I do not own House MD or have any claims on it if I did there would be a lot more slash and it would be called the House love Chase show. I am not writing this story for any type of profit. Please do not sue me as I am a poor law student with -$500 in the bank and a summer tuition bill of $3,000.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You do realize that this is your entire fault, don’t you? Now I am going to have to do my clinic duty.” Greg says while leering at his husband fixing a cup of tea. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby looks up for Greg and sees him sitting on his couch in his office and then looks around to see if Cameron or Foreman were around before raising his eyebrow at his husband sending him a disbelieving looks. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“How exactly is it my fault per say? I don’t remember being alone in that supply closet Dr.House and I certainly don’t remember pulling myself in there in the first place. Hmm… and I certainly don’t remember pushing myself up against a wall or shagging myself.” Robby retorted back as he walked over to Greg.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg looks up at his husband mischievously before smirking at him. “I do believe I have told you repeatedly over the last ten years that you are too sexy to be a doctor and that you would distract other doctors. If it wasn’t for your sexy self I would not be in this trouble now and would not have to be doing my clinic duty. You are just too shaggable. Of course if Cameron wouldn’t find me cases then Cuddy wouldn’t have been looking for me in the first place. Nahh… it is still your fault for being so sexy. I just can’t stop myself around you.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well you could fire Cameron that would solve the problem of her finding cases for you.” Robby answered quickly which caused his husband to laugh at him and drag him down next to him. “Really, I never noticed that you found me attractive. It’s not like you haven’t knocked me up plenty of times or leered at me at least twenty times a day or propositioned me at least once a day since we met.” Robby tells Greg sarcastically as he kisses his husband’s neck over the smallish love bite. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“See there you go again seducing me with your little wombat powers. It is completely not my fault.” Greg answers looking over towards the doorway after hearing someone sigh. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You two are already in trouble you especially House as I know you are a bad influence on your husband. How about trying not to have sex in the hospital ever again? Don’t you two have a home of your own and a bedroom where you can have sex?” Cuddy asks trying not to smile knowing that it would just make it worse but thinking that it was kind of sweet that after ten years of marriage they still acted like newlyweds, if only it wasn’t in her hospital though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well we do have a home of our own and a bedroom which we do use quite a lot of but we also have five children, three of them two and under currently so it is kind of chaotic at home right now. Beside we are much better now then we were when you had Dr.Chase up in the ICU, you don’t catch us nearly as much now.” Greg told her acting quite proud of himself that they weren’t caught nearly as much.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cuddies rolled her eyes at him and looked over at the doctor currently hiding his face in his husband’s shoulder. “I don’t suppose you could try and control him better and Oh… I don’t know tell him no on occasion.” Cuddy asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby looked up guiltily. “Well I… umm… haven’t really learned how to tell him no yet. I am working on it but it doesn’t really work well yet but I do talk him out of a lot of stuff most of the time. Besides it wasn’t umm… totally his fault this time. I was kind of teasing him earlier.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well stop it! I swear you two deserve each other.” Cuddy says throwing her arms before turning around and walking back out the door. “Oh and Dr.House do remember you have clinic duty to do for the next year!”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg looked over at his husband and leered at him and looked him up and down. “Well I already have to do clinic duty because of you; she can’t really threaten me with anything else.” He says suggestively.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Don’t look at me like that. That look always gets me into trouble and I know exactly where that look leads.” Robby says but doesn’t bother to move.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Where exactly do you think this look leads?” Greg says smirking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“That look has lead to Gregory, Jimmy, Sydney, Emmy and Mikey. I think that particular look needs to rest for awhile.” Robby tells him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Just for awhile?” Greg asks laughing knowing his husband is already missing the feel of a small baby.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well… at least till Mikey is out of nappies and weaned then we will talk.” Robby says shyly, then kissing Greg.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;++++++++&lt;br /&gt;9 months later…&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I know that look would lead to trouble again.” Robby says exhausted as he looks down at his brand new baby boy only a few minutes old.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“But you look so good pregnant I just can’t help myself.” Greg says before kissing the top of his head. “And half wombat babies are adorable and are just so fun to brainwash against the world.” Greg says smirking. “I love you wombat.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I love you too but you’re on nappy duty for the next few months.” Robby tells him.           &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg laughs shaking his head before leaning down to kiss him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Awww… they’re at it again, they’re making kissy face! Ickie! Move I wanna see baby! Want mommy, mommy uppies! Daddy see princess dress.” They hear from the doorway before being attacked by five kids all wanting to see their new brother and tell their parents about the weekend with their godfather and godmother.</content>
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2006-06-01T15:24:00</title>
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    <content type="html">Okay I am almost done posting all the stories that I have written in the last few weeks. I have a few more really short ones to post and then I will be done for a week or so. I have outlines for more stories but I need to type them up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay in regards to all the questions that I have recieved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes, the NCIS story "My Past, My Future" will be updated soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MPREG works in my universe becuase I say so! It is my reality so I get to decide what happens. About the ages of various characters it is my reality and when intentions are true we do not worry about people's ages. They are stories if Tony or Chase are teenagers in my stories IT IS NOT HARMING ANY REAL TEENAGERS AND I AM NOT SICK IN THE HEAD!!! I may be insane as I am in Law School but not that way!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay now for all of you really sweet people who read my stories. Thank you!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need a bit of help from all of you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1- I am looking for a Beta to read over my stories for all the typos and gramatical errors that I make. It has been pointed out to me by several reviewers that my writing skills suck and need to be polished. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2- Most important at least to me. I need some suggestions of baby names for both of my series of stories. I am not sure yet in the NCIS if they will have another child but if they do I would like some suggestions. Also how many children should Chase and House end up with in my stories for the Past and Present Universe?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks y'all!</content>
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    <content type="html">Title: Past and Present Universe: The Surgery &lt;br /&gt;Fandom: House MD&lt;br /&gt;Characters: House/Chase&lt;br /&gt;Prompt: 024 Choices&lt;br /&gt;Warning: Hints of an underage relationship, SLASH and MPREG. If you don’t like either please do not read this.&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: 1086&lt;br /&gt;Rating: PG-13&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: I do not own House MD or have any claims on it if I did there would be a lot more slash and it would be called the House love Chase show. I am not writing this story for any type of profit. Please do not sue me as I am a poor law student with -$500 in the bank and a summer tuition bill of $3,000.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked at his husband lying there in a hospital bed and he felt his heart breaking. Greg did not seem to be getting any less angry at him for signing the consent form for the surgery. All he could think about was getting that call in London and thinking that Greg was going to die before he could get here. He knew damn well that he made the best choice possible but he didn’t know if he was going to lose his husband over his choice. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“How could you do that I trusted you? I did not want the surgery!” Greg yelled at his husband for the hundredth time since awakening after the surgery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Goddamn it would you listen to me. You lost the right to make stupid choice about risking your life when you got married and became a father. I will not raise four children on my own just because you can’t think about what will happen to the people around you if you were to die. You God damn arrogant bastard you were getting worse after they put you in the medicated coma and I only had three choices. I could let them amputate your entire leg, I could let you die or I could sign for this surgery to remove the dead tissue. I am sorry if you think that I made the wrong choice but to fucking bad I was not going to let you die. In case you haven’t figured it out in the last six plus years I happen to love you, you arrogant asshole.” Robby yelled back at him sobbing almost uncontrollably by the end of his speech. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby just sat there for a few minute sobbing before he heard movement on the bed and felt a hand reaching out for his to tug him closer. He looked up at Greg as he was pulled on to the bed and he curled up next to his husband. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I really was getting worse?” Greg asked softly as he held his husband, finally seeming to calm down for the first time since he had awoken after the surgery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yes, you were getting worse. I didn’t know what else to do. I…” Robby started to say but was cut off when his crying became too much for him to talk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well, I guess you are the one who has to put up with me in pain and I guess after six years of marriage you know what you are getting yourself into. If you stop crying I promise I will stop being angry.” Greg told him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby slowly stopped crying and raised his head from Greg’s chest to look at his husband wanting to make sure that Greg really was calming down and not just trying to get him to stop crying. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Why is it that every time I find you two together in this hospital you are in bed together or making out at the very least?” Cuddy said from the doorway behind them. They looked over to see Wilson standing behind her trying to see if the coast was clear or if Greg was still in the middle of one of his rampages. Greg and Robby both laughed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well normally I would kick you out of the bed Robert but if you promise to actually get some rest you can stay as you are supposed to be on bed rest anyways.” Cuddy said smiling at the pair happy that they seemed to be fine now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby got really still in Greg’s arms as Greg looked down at him after the bed rest comment. “Why exactly is my husband supposed to be on bed rest I feel I may have been out of things too much and missed some happenings?” Greg asked sure that he was not going to like the answer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cuddy looked shocked. “After we called Robert he caught the first flight here and has been here constantly since he landed. He was not taking care of himself at all barely eating or not sleeping. Nobody really noticed until he collapsed yesterday after leaving your room for a break. That is when we found out that he had been barely eating or sleeping at all. Normally it would have been fine but with him carrying twins this time and trying to take care of your sons and trying to be here with you the stress became too much for his body to handle. Dr.Veranta put him on bed rest for a few days just to make sure that everything is fine with him and the babies.” Cuddy told House. House just hugged his husband even more the longer Cuddy spoke.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Okay, all wombats will stay here until I am out of the hospital and can hound him properly. Thank you.” Greg said before Cuddy and Wilson left and closed the door behind them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Twins as in two babies, not just one little wombat cub this time?” Greg asked smiling about the news of twins but not so happy about the fact that his husband had fallen apart. Worse was that he knew it was partially his fault as Robby had collapsed after he had yelled at him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg could feel Robby nodding against his neck before Robby told him “I didn’t find out that it was twins until yesterday.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“How about from now on no matter what is going on you take care of yourself; because as much as you do not want to live without me I do not want to live without you.” Greg told him unhappy about the fact that Robby had gotten so worried he hadn’t been eating or sleeping. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby agreed and thought about the fact that they were going to have four kids in a few months. “Four kids! Do you think we will be able to handle four of them?” He asked as the fact that he was really pregnant with twins was setting in for the first time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“It sounds like fun to me. I will have another two kids that I can teach to mock the world around them.” Greg answered.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby raised his head up and looked at Greg before shaking his head at him. “Greg…” Robby started to say before he was cut off by Greg kissing him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Hey you two no sex in the hospital!” They heard Wilson say from the doorway. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They broke apart laughing some things would never change, at home or at the hospital anytime it seemed that they kissed they were caught.</content>
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    <content type="html">Title: Past and Present Universe: 15 and Pregnant&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: House MD&lt;br /&gt;Characters: House/Chase&lt;br /&gt;Prompt: 004 Firsts&lt;br /&gt;Warning: Hints of an underage relationship, SLASH and MPREG. If you don’t like either please do not read this.&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: &lt;br /&gt;Rating: &lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: Okay, first I have never been pregnant or given birth so this is all guess work besides what I have seen on A Baby’s Story on TLC. I tried to keep it vague as possible. Next, I do not own House MD or have any claims on it if I did there would be a lot more slash and it would be called the House love Chase show. I am not writing this story for any type of profit. Please do not sue me as I am a poor law student with -$500 in the bank and a summer tuition bill of $3,000.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby looks down at his stomach as he sits on the floor of the bathroom and laughs softly think it figures Mikey will be weaned within the next few months. At some point I will have a break between breast feeding children but I guess not yet. Thinking about it he realized since Gregory was born the only break he had in breast feeding was between Gregory and Jimmy but that was only for a few months. Well I guess House is going to loss one of his ducklings for running around he thinks as he tries to calm his rolling stomach. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hmm… Robby thinks how to tell him this time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;++++++++&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Over Ten Years earlier…&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can’t believe this; this doesn’t happen in real life. It is just a fable that teachers tell you so that you will not have sex or if you do have sex to use protection. Oh God, we have never used protection. But this still can’t be happening. People just don’t get knocked up their first time, it is just impossible. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What will he say? I mean we haven’t even been together more than two months yet. We only just got engaged. We haven’t even talked about having children and what am I going to do about school. I can’t lose him. I love him too much to lose him now, but a baby, a sweet little baby of my own.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh God, there really is a little life in side of me, a little tiny being that is half me that was created in love. When I first started feeling sick two weeks ago the day before Greg asked me to marry him I kept thinking that maybe I was getting a nasty stomach bug or something but deep down a part of me wondered if I wasn’t pregnant. Last week up in New York I almost fainted at my mother’s flat and she knew from just looking at me. Of course being her she reacted opposite of everyone else’s parents, she is excited about being a grandmother. She doesn’t seem to care that I am only fifteen. Of course two months ago when I told her about Greg and moving to America her only reaction to his age was saying that made sense as she could not see me with someone my own age as I have an old soul made worse by her mistakes. She told me that the best decision that she ever made was to have me and that she had never regretted it. Her own regrets in life was not leaving my father sooner and not being able to control her drinking better because she knew how much it hurt me. She made me go to a doctor up in the city but I didn’t have the nerve to call about the pregnancy test until today. They were positive, in a few months I will have a child. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My breath starts to hitch and I break out in tears. I don’t know what I am going to do. What if Greg doesn’t want children? I can’t get rid of this baby I love it already but I don’t know if I am strong enough to do this on my own. And I will not let a child of mine grow up the way I did knowing that his or her father never wanted him or her to be born. I start crying even harder when I hear the front door opening. I don’t know how I am going to tell him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As Greg walked into the apartment he became even more concerned as he found Robby sobbing on the couch. His first thought was that something had happened to Robby’s mother. Greg began to question him about it but Robby kept saying that everything was fine even as he kept crying. Greg though maybe Dr.Chase had called as Rowan Chase seemed to only be able to hurt his ex-wife and son. Robby told Greg that was not it either. Greg kept guessing anything he could possibly think of even going towards crazy suggestions. The questioning and crying went on for over fifteen minutes when finally Robby said that he would tell him what was going on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby looked Greg in the eyes for the first time since Greg had gotten home. He took a deep breath and prayed for the best. “I went to the doctors when I was up in New York last week and I called today about some tests that they ran. I’m pregnant.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg just sat there in shock as Robby got more and more nervous after a minute of Greg just sitting there Robby got up and ran for the door in tears. Everything that he had feared seemed to be coming true. Greg was so disgusted with him that he wasn’t even saying anything. He was sobbing so hard he could barely get the door open. Greg grabbed him as Robby was about to walk out the door and swung him up into his arms. Greg carried him into their bedroom and sat down on the bed with Robby wrapped up in his arms. Robby kept repeating sorry and that this was all his fault.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg tried to get Robby to calm down. As Robby’s crying slowed Greg was finally able to get Robby to listen to him. Greg took Robby’s face between his hands and looked into Robby’s eyes and Robby could see that Greg was not disgusted by him. “You have nothing to be sorry for and it is not your fault it is no one’s fault, it take two to make a baby, you and me. This is great news. There is nothing wrong unless you do not want this child, which with the way you act around babies I do not see happening. Do you want this baby?” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yeah I do want this baby.” Robby said shyly his eyes looking down. “You really aren’t mad?” Robby asked still not completely sure of Greg’s reaction. “Of course not, while this baby is not planned it is part of you how could I not want the baby. I love you. I am happy about the baby.” Greg told him as he moved Robby down to lie on the bed. Greg moved down so his face was near Robby’s stomach and stroked the flat stomach that would soon be filling out.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Hi in there, I am your daddy. You must be the cause of your… mommy’s upset tummy. I can’t wait to get to meet you. I love you and your mommy very much.” Greg told the little bit inside of Robby. He kissed Robby’s stomach and then moved up and kissed Robby.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What did the doctor say? How far along are you? You can’t be very far along or it would have to be immaculate conception.” Greg asked excited and wanting to know everything about this pregnancy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Umm… well I am about six weeks along. I am due in February. All those myths about not being able to get pregnant your first time are not true. I am the damn poster child for yes you can get knocked up for first time.” Robby told Greg laughing a little about the irony of his life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well if you are already pregnant, I can’t knock you up again.” Greg said with a really cocky smile before kissing Robby and slipping his hands underneath Robby’s shirt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+++++++&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As Robby sat there on the bathroom floor he thought about all the problems that arose while he was pregnant and all the events that occurred. He looked down at his stomach and hoped that this pregnancy was calmer than and not as eventful as that first.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+++++++&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-6 weeks-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby awoke the morning after telling Greg that he was pregnant to a lot of noise coming from Greg’s study. Robby wondered what he could be possibly doing in there. He got up and grabbed Greg’s robe and wrapped himself up in it before heading out of the room to see what Greg was doing. Robby peaked into the room and found Greg and his best friend Wilson boxing everything up. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“So what are you boys doing in here?” Robby asked. Both of the men in the room looked up at him. “Congratulations on the baby news!” Wilson said as he continued to pack up books. Greg walked over and hugged Robby and kissed him good morning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well Wilson here will not give up his room so I though that I would move everything out of this room and this room can be the nursery. I can put my stuff in Wilson’s room. Though if Wilson doesn’t get into another fight with his wife or felt the need to hide from her he would not need his own room here.” Greg told Robby.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-10 weeks-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I do.” Robby said as Greg wiped the tear off of Robby’s check.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Do you Gregory House take Robert Marcus Chase to be your lawfully wed husband in sickness and health till death do you part?” The priest asked the man standing in front of him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well I already knocked him up and I love so… I do.” Greg said and then kissed Robby and sweep him up and his arms and twirled him around the alter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well you can now kiss, again.” The priest said smiling as he watched the newly married couple. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the reception later Emily Chase got up to make her speech. She smiled happily at her son and her new son-in-law. “My son came home in May after visiting his cousin Lizzy and told me that he had fallen in love with an American. Then he goes on to tell me that he is moving to America. My first reaction was wondering what the hell my usually level headed son could be thinking becoming involved with someone that he had just met, but then I met Greg. Greg looked at my son with such love that I knew that this was the real deal. Especially considering the fact that Greg is a doctor and my son on principal is weary of all doctors so I knew it must be true love. Also I am getting a grandchild in another six months so I am happy. I wish you both all the happiness in the world and Greg welcome to the family.” Cheers went up around the room and a lot of Robby’s cousins and Greg’s family started questioning them about the baby and congratulating them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-18 weeks-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Ahhhhhhh… that is it I can’t stand it anymore.” Robby screamed as he throw more clothes to the floor on top of all the clothes that were already there. He had been trying to find something to wear out to dinner for his 2 month wedding anniversary.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What is wrong now?” Greg asked from the doorway of their bedroom. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“None of my clothes fit anymore. I am getting so fat!” Robby said starting to cry. Greg walked over to Robby and swept him up into his arms and sat down on the bed with him resting his back against the head board.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You are just so fat but wait I can still pick you up so you can’t be that fat. Hmm… could it be that you are pregnant, except for that baby belly you do not have a spare ounce on you. You are not fat and in fact you have not been gaining as much weight as any of your doctors want. Besides you are sexier now then you were the day that we met. That baby belly just makes you even sexier not that you need to become even sexier.” Greg tells him as he cuddles him. “If you check in second drawer in the dresser you will find a bag with some new clothes in it. I think those will fit.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You still think I am sexy. I really don’t look disgusting?” He asks looking down at his pregnant belly knowing that this is just the beginning and that he has over four more months of this. “Robby…” Greg starts to growl when the phone rings. “Hello.” Greg says answering the phone. “No wait one minute I will put him on.” Says speaking into the phone before handing it to Robby.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Hello, this is Robert Chase-House speaking.” Robby says before listening to the person on the line. Greg starts to get worried as Robby’s face gets paler and paler. “Thank you for informing me. Goodbye.” Robby says before hanging the phone up and then looks up at Greg. “The maid found my mother this morning in her flat. She is dead. They think that she died sometime late last night.” Robby says numb inside.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The next few days pass in a blur for Robby as he arranges for his mother’s body to be shipped home and tries to plan a funeral. His only saving grace during this time is his aunts help with all the details for the funeral and contacting all his mother’s old friends and Greg’s quiet support. Greg had never been far from his side since they got the call and stood beside him as they flew back to Australia to bury his mother. It was Greg who held him when he finally cried for his mother and realized that he was as good as an orphan now at barely 16 and when he fell apart when his father didn’t even bother to show up to the funeral of his wife.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-35 weeks-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby had had a rollercoaster of a last few months. On one hand he had all the excitement of a first time parent waiting for their child to be born and being a newly wed but at the same time he had to deal with his mother’s death. Greg had been practically a saint through the entire time even when he was woken up in the middle of the night due to Robby’s nightmares or when he was woken up at 3am with some strange craving of Robby’s that he had to have at this exact moment. Of course he usually had a craving for something on the other side of the Atlantic or Pacific, Robby though as he folded the freshly washed new baby clothes. Suddenly a pained throughout his abdomen hit him without warning that brought him to his knees. Oh God he though it is too soon the baby is not due for another month. As the pain let up he got to his feet and waddled as quickly as possible to the phone and called the hospital. It took him screaming at people for over fifteen minutes in which he had another contraction before someone found Greg and put him on the phone. When Greg got on the phone Robby proceeded to yell at him to get his arse home so that he could drive Robby to the hospital because it appeared that the baby wanted out now not in another month and to fucking hurry. Robby tried to pant through another contraction in the middle of his screaming at his husband. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg didn’t even bother to hang the phone up he just took off at a run towards his car. When he got to their apartment he raced up stairs to find his husband. He took one look at his husband and snatched him up and carried him downstairs to the car before running up again to get Robby’s bag which was packed to go to the hospital. Greg raced back to the hospital worried more and more with every grimace of pain that Robby made. Greg parked the car and helped Robby into the hospital. Within half an hour Robby was admitted and settled into his hospital room and his OB Dr.Veranta had checked him out and confirmed that the baby was coming now. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The next four hours pasted in a blur for Robby but mostly consisted of Robby screaming at Greg for knocking him up before they gave him some drugs for the pain and then calming down again. Greg mostly sat there next to Robby feeling guilty for causing him this pain. Once Robby had started pushing their son was born very quickly which Robby and Greg were both extremely happy about that. At 11:58pm their son was born weighting 5 lbs 2 ounces and was perfectly healthy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg and Robby’s eyes filled with tears as they saw their son for the first time. After both Robby and the baby were examined and cleaned up they were flooded with visitors the first being the proud godfather Wilson who wanted to see House’s new baby. They were all introduced to Gregory Marcus Chase House. Six hours after the birth Robby shakily stood up and put street clothes on. When Greg asked him what he was doing he said that he was going home he didn’t want to stay in the hospital. Dr.Veranta checked Robby over again but agreed the only reason to stay in the hospital was for observation and that Robby was right that his husband was a trained medical doctor and could observe him at home as there were no complications with him or the baby and the baby was latching on and eating well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By 7am that morning the entire House family was home all together for the first time with baby Gregory curled up on his daddy’s chest next to his mommy asleep with his daddy watching over his mommy and him.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+++++++&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby’s thoughts of the past are interrupted by a tapping of a cane next to him in the bathroom. He looks up at his husband who is standing there with boxers on staring down at him looking curious.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Is this some new Wombat weird activity to be sitting on the bathroom floor doing nothing at 5am in the morning?” Greg asks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well, no it is just a Wombat activity when said Wombat is expecting another cub and is knocked up again by the big bad Dr.House and is experiencing morning sickness. Now help me up before I forget that I do love you even though you knocked me up again.” Robby tells him laughing at Greg’s face as it sinks into his brain that yes they are going to be parents again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well” Greg says as he helps him up. “If you weren’t so damn sexy knocked up then I would feel the need to keep you like that some often.” Greg says laughing. “Another one really?” Greg asks grinning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yeah, eight months and there will be another House child. God have mercy on this world.” Robby says shaking his head before heading back to bed with Greg hoping to catch a little more sleep before the children got up for the day not that it seemed like he was going to be getting anymore sleep by the look on Greg’s face. Well, Robby thought as he was pushed down on the bed and kissed, its not like he can knocked me up anymore at the moment.</content>
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    <content type="html">Title: Past and Present Universe: Nightmare&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: House MD&lt;br /&gt;Characters: House/Chase&lt;br /&gt;Prompt: 073 Threesome&lt;br /&gt;Warning: Hints of an underage relationship, SLASH and MPREG. If you don’t like either please do not read this.&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: 2974&lt;br /&gt;Rating: PG-13&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: I do not own House MD or have any claims on it if I did there would be a lot more slash and it would be called the House love Chase show. I am not writing this story for any type of profit. Please do not sue me as I am a poor law student with -$500 in the bank and a summer tuition bill of $3,000.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby looked down at the little blond head resting on his shoulder as he walked back and forth in the hall trying to calm down. Robby’s heart was still racing but he was starting to feel slightly better as he held his son Gregory in his arms tightly. It was the third night in a row that he had woken up terrified due to a horrible dream but as he thought guiltily it was the first night that he had woken his son up with his screaming. He had been having the same nightmare off and on for the last few weeks which had started after seeing his father up in New York City.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby had gone up to New York City for a long weekend with Greg and their son when he had run into his father. It was the first time that he had seen his father since he was fifteen. Rowan had acted civil when they had run into each other but the gloves had come off when Greg and Gregory had gone back to the hotel to allow Robby and his father a chance to catch up at Robby insistence. He had known that something was up as his father was acting too civil. If there was one thing that Rowan never was with his son for very long it was civil. Robby didn’t want to cause a scene again between his father and his husband as the only time that they had ever met Greg had punched his father after his father had struck him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As they sat down in the coffee shop Rowan started to question Robby in Czech about what he was doing here in New York and why he was still hanging around with that doctor who was obviously married and had a child. Robby started to dryly laugh before explaining to his father that he was well aware that Dr.House was married as he was the one married to him and that the little boy’s name was Gregory Marcus Chase House meaning that he was Rowan’s grandson. Rowan sat there in shock for a moment. Robby just glared at him before explaining that a lot can change with you have no contact with your son for almost four years.  Rowan sneered at his son and told him that he was fooling himself if he thought that House was going to stick around forever. Rowan asked how Robby could be so stupid as to get knocked up and ruin his life. Rowan informed Robby quite arrogantly that as soon as he was no longer a young piece of arse that House would be gone which was looking like it would be soon. House would be able to get arse anywhere and would soon stop wanting to deal with his disappointing, screw up husband that was starting to put on weight. Rowan finished his little speech by pointing out that Robby was just like his mother and that House would soon see that his career would progress a lot faster and better without a whining husband and child holding him back especially as one was stupid as Robby. Rowan stated that he had found just how much better it was not having to deal with a horrible wife and a second-rate son that screwed up at every turn.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As Rowan got up to go he made one last parting remark that if Robby wised up and wanted to do something productive with his life and  worked hard that Rowan could call in some big favors in a few years and  get him into medical school back in Australia. Robby sat there sobbing for a long time trying to tell himself that his father was wrong and that Greg loved him and their son but a little voice inside was wondering. Children took a lot of time and he was pregnant again how was Greg going to react to that. Would Greg be happy or angry with him for becoming pregnant again? They had never talked about having more children. Robby decided to wait to tell Greg about the baby for a few days just until Robby could calm down. Robby had almost calmed himself down completely before he got back to the hotel. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg could see that Robby was upset when he got back to the hotel. Robby fudged the truth when Greg asked him what his father had said to him that upset him this time. Robby just told Greg that his father had not known that they were married or that they had a son even though Robby had sent his father letters informing him of both events. Greg seemed to be angry with his father but didn’t say anything else about it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+++++++++++&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Over the next few weeks Robby paid extra attention to Greg and how he seemed to act concerning work and their family. As Greg’s hours at work increased Robby began to worry more and more about Greg possibly becoming bored with him. There seemed to be an increase in missed dinners and Greg was being very evasive about why he was late coming home. Robby started to wonder if Greg was cheating on him and if it was only a matter of time before Greg left and Robby would have to raise two children by himself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby had started to have nightmares most nights but when he did wake Greg up due to tossing and turning he lied and said that he was worried about his first semester medical school exams. Greg had seemed to believe him but did not appear to be paying him a lot of attention these days.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With his exams and his nightmares almost every night Robby was almost at his breaking point. While Robby was their son’s primary caregiver with Greg gone more and more, Robby was getting little if no break. It wasn’t that he didn’t love his son but between studying for exams, not getting enough sleep, being pregnant and worrying about his marriage falling apart Robby wasn’t keeping it together very well. Gregory was picking up on his mommy’s stress and he was acting out more and more. Finally exams were done but the day of his last exam Greg had to leave for a conference. So once again Robby was all on his own. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Every night since Greg had left for the conference Robby had awaken shaking and screaming usually for Greg not to leave him. The nightmares were increasing in frequency. He had gone from having them every few nights to several times a night. Tonight when his screaming had woken Gregory up Robby had to spend over an hour trying to calm him down before he fell back asleep. Robby decide to just lay down in his bed with his son so that he would not have to get up again in a few hours. He hoped that this would also help him be able to sleep. Robby drifted off into a troubled sleep. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby watched as Greg packed up his music and his clothes before walking out the door. Robby raced after him and begged him to come back; that he loved him and would do anything to keep him here. Robby heard Greg laugh at him before Greg turned around and sneered at him. Robby started to cry as Greg said that he no longer wanted him as he was no longer a boy-toy and had outlived his use. That he had never loved Robby and was leaving for good and was taking their son with him so that Gregory would not become a worthless waste of space like Robby.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby woke up to a mixture of his screams, his son’s screams and his husband’s worried repeating of his name. Robby instinctually started to rock his son and try to calm him down. As Robby started to completely become aware of his surrounds he could see that Greg was really worried about him. Greg moved over on the bed and pulled Robby and Gregory into his lap cuddling them. Robby hid his face in Greg’s neck as he tried to calm down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What exactly did your father say to you when we were in New York?” Greg asked. Robby took a deep breath and tried to tell him but the words keep sticking in his throat and he started crying.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg just held his in his arms and kept telling him over and over again that he loved him and that he was not leaving. Greg started to slowly rock him in his arms trying to get him to calm down. Robby slowly started to stop crying and it occurred to him that Greg was still supposed to be at the conference. With teary eyes and voice he asked what Greg was doing back here and not at the conference. Greg told Robby that he had talked to Wilson who had told him that Robby had seemed upset when Wilson had seen him yesterday morning. Also Robby hadn’t answered the phone when he had called all afternoon and Greg knew that he had been upset before. Greg had gotten a ticket on the red eye flight home he explained. Robby looked up at Greg very upset. He apologized for ruining the conference for Greg and told him that he should have stayed at the conference that it was more important. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg took Robby’s chin in his hand and raised it up until Robby would look him in the eye. Greg explained to Robby that to him there was nothing more important to him than Robby and Gregory and that there never would be anything more important.  He said that there would always be other conferences and that they were not that important in the first place. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby looked down at their son who had fallen asleep sucking his thumb. He could feel Greg’s eyes burning into his head as if looking for some deep secret within his head. He closed his eyes for a minute trying to gain some strength before looking up. He started to ask the questions that had been worrying him for weeks like why had Greg been working late and why he had been lying about why he was supposedly working late. Robby also asked about if he had done something wrong to make Greg become more distant. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg just hugged him tight and apologized for worrying him. Greg said that Robby had done nothing wrong that he was his usually perfect self and that he loved him more today than he did the day they got married. He explained that he had been picking up extra shifts because the house down the street from the hospital that Robby always seemed to stop and look at that reminded him of his grandmother’s house was being put on the market in February and he was trying to make some extra money for a down payment. He explained that the couple who owned the house was moving down south to be closer to their daughter and their grandchildren. The husband had worked at the hospital for years and was Wilson’s boss and knew about Robby’s love of the house. He had told Greg about his decision to sell to see if he wanted the house first because he wanted a nice family that would appreciate the house in there.    &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed like all his worrying was for nothing. He felt better than he had in weeks. He reached up and kissed Greg and told him thank you for trying to get the house for him but to not overwork himself that he would rather have a health husband than a nice house.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg explained that was why he wanted to do it as Robby never asked for anything for himself. That he just gave and gave and took care of everyone else and never put himself first. Greg wiped a tear from Robby’s eye and suggested that they get some sleep and that they could finish up their conversation in the morning as Robby looked exhausted. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg laid down and settled Gregory on his chest with his arm around Robby who was curled up snuggled into his side with his head in his favorite spot on Greg’s shoulder. The family fell asleep together.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+++++++++&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby awoke to his son Gregory climbing over his back to get off the bed. Robby raised his head up high enough off of Greg’s chest to check and see what Gregory was doing. Gregory walked over to the door of the bedroom to his Uncle Wilson. Wilson smiled at Robby and softly said that he and Gregory were going to go get breakfast and that they would be back in an hour or so with breakfast for Greg and Robby. Robby smiled at Wilson before putting his head back down so that he could try and catch some more sleep. Robby could feel Greg move slightly and could tell that he was awake. Robby felt Greg sigh before he said as he sat up pulling Robby up with him. “Well there went our cozy little threesome. It is just like Wilson to come and steal our third all the time.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby laughed softly and said that it was actually a threesome now. Greg looked at him funny and asked if that was “You, Yourself and I?”. Robby smiled shyly and said “No as in you, me and a little, half wombat cub…” as Robby trailed off speaking he bit his lip and looked down while taking Greg’s hand and placing it on his stomach. Greg sat there in shock before asking “Are you…?” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby glanced up and could see how shocked he looked. “Well, wombats do tend to have more than one cub in their lives. … Your son did finally stop nursing and we really weren’t doing anything to prevent it from happening.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg sat there in shock another minute as Robby got even more nervous before Greg finally spoke again. “This is the best news that I have gotten since you told me that you were pregnant with Gregory. How far along are you?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby looked up so relieved that Greg was happy about another child. “I am about 15 weeks along. The baby is due in the beginning of June.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg looks kind of shocked at how far along he is and he looks at Robby curiously before asking. “How long have you known that you were pregnant? I mean you know within a few weeks with Gregory.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chase looks down and bites his lip again looking slightly guilty. “I found out for sure about a month ago. I was going to tell you when we were in New York but umm….”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Do I get to kill your father yet?” Greg asked. “What else did he say to you that day? I knew something was up I should have pushed you more when you got back to the hotel.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Basically Rowan said that I ruined my own life by having Gregory and your life, ruined his life by being born, that I was a complete screw up and …” Robby told Greg not being able to continue with the worst of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You did not ruin my life by having our son. He is the greatest gift that you have ever given me. What else did he say? And how could you have possibly ruined his life?” Greg asked becoming angrier and angrier with his father-in-law.&lt;br /&gt;“He said that I ruined his life along with my mother by standing in the way of his career and that I was basically a waste of space.” Robby explained, taking a deep breath before finishing what his father had said. “Also he said that eventually you would get sick of having to deal with me and would find somebody else that was better; especially when I was no longer a cute piece of ass which according to him would be soon. He said that I would ruin your career the way that my mother and me almost did to his by me being a whiney screw up.” Robby could no longer look Greg in the face as he finished up what his father had said, still scared that maybe his father’s ranting held a partial truth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg made him raise his face and look him in the eye. “You listen to me Robert Marcus House, I love you and I will never leave you. You are my whole life and you do nothing but help me in every aspect of our life. You were never a young cute piece of ass to me, while your arse is very attractive and I think you are sexy as hell it is not anywhere close to the most important part of you. Your heart is the thing that I love about you the most. Your kindness and the way that you put up with a sarcastic grumpy old man and make him feel like the only man in the world or how you carried our son inside of you and this baby. You are the most wonderful person in the world and just about perfect. If we could just get you to stop with the vegemite especially with chips you would be perfect.” Greg said with a smile on his face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robby just stared into his eyes and felt loved and secure. His heart started to heal and he dismissed everything that his father had said. He knew that Greg was not lying to him now and that he had nothing to worry about. “I love you too” Robby said with a teary smile of his face. “But I am still going to dip my crisps in vegemite especially now as you knocked me up again.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;THE END…</content>
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    <content type="html">And because I am from Northwest Indiana ....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table width="400" align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"&gt;
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You become irate at people who do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You measure distance in minutes (especially "from the city"). And you swear everything is pretty much 15 minutes away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You refer to anything South of I-80 as "Southern Illinois"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You refer to Lake Michigan as "The Lake"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You refer to Chicago as "The City"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The Super Bowl" refers to one specific game in a series of 35 played in January of 1986&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have two favorite football teams: The Bears, and anyone who beats the Packers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You buy "The Trib"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You think 35 degrees is great weather to wash your car!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know what goes on a Chicago Style Hot Dog&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know what Chicago Style Pizza REALLY is&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You understand what "lake-effect" means&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know the difference between Amtrak and Metra, and know which station they end up at. You have ridden the "L"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can distinguish between the following area codes: 847,630,773,708, 312, &amp; 815&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You respond to the question "Where are you from" with a side" example:"WEST SIDE", "SOUTH SIDE" or "NORTHSIDE."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know what the phone number is to Empire Carpet!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You wear gym shoes, not sneakers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your favorite melody to hum is "Bang,Bang,Bang-Skeet,Skeet,Skeet!!!!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You faithfully attended Lil Louis parties at The Bismarck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You GOT to have spaghetti at your barbecue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are STILL a Bulls fan........&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You think kicking it outside of White Castles parking lot, (79th and Stony Island) is the "Freak Nik"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You go to Harold`s and order 4 pc wing, mild sauce, salt and pepper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have a picture of Harold Washington in your kitchen, living room, family room or basement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have ever waited in line at Home of the Hoagy on 111th for 30-45 minutes for a steak samich wit cheese&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have ever been to the Tiki Room lounge in Hyde Park&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have Y made a special trip downtown because you had a craving for Garrett's caramel and cheese popcorn.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What!!! 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Oh yeah....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You drink at bars called "Bud on Tap" or "Milwaukee's Best" -- no names, just beer signs out front.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's January and you see someone's kitchen chair in the street, and you know that if you're a responsible citizen and bring it back to the sidewalk you will be shot on sight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You live two miles from work and it takes you two hours to drive there &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You don't flinch when you pay the fifth toll of your 45-minute car ride on the highway&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you read a big story in the paper about mob ties in the city government, your first reaction is "So, tell me something I don't know."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know Lincoln Towing is Satan incarnate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You've paid $105 for towing, $30 for more than one "street cleaning" ticket, $58 for a city vehicle sticker, and $70 for a license plate sticker -- and chalk it all up to "neighborhood taxes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You pluralize grocery stores and retail chains: "I'm going to Jewels"; "I bought it at Targets"; "I couldn't find parking at Wal-Marts"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You've taken the Red Line past the point where all white people get off and all black people get on -- or vice versa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You've cursed at a cyclist, pedestrian, or in-line skater on the lakefront path.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know the significance of State and Madison.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You wonder if the fries will taste the same at Sammy Sosa's Restaurant.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You don't miss Planet Hollywood.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You're not ashamed of wearing a big fur Russian hat, or a headsock with one hole in it, in public from November through March. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Chicago.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/wherefrom.html"&gt;Get Your Own "You Know You're From" Meme Here&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More cool things for your blog at &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com"&gt;Blogthings&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content>
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    <title>My Past, My Future: Chapter 6</title>
    <published>2006-03-17T22:23:44Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Title: My Past, My Future: 6&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: Navy NCIS&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Gibbs/Tony&lt;br /&gt;Summery: What if Tony and Gibbs had met long before they worked together at the NCIS and had a relationship? What if only one of them knew about there past and had a secret.&lt;br /&gt;Rating: R&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: Contains MPREG and CHAN.&lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS and own no one except for Tony's family. I did not write this for money or any type of profit. Please don’t sue me I am a poor law student with -$300 in the bank and a tuition bill for $7,000 due umm... last week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Author’s Notes: Sorry this part took so long. I was injured in January and my ability to type was greatly reduced. I am still not up to speed but thought that you all would like the next part even if it is short.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 6: Congratulations it’s a (Coffee Drinking) Girl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As Jethro put the journal down on the table he heard his front door opening upstairs, followed by a lot of shuffling and foot steps. He couldn’t believe his ears he thought he heard Tony telling someone to wait right there and that he would be right back. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tony walked down the stairs into the basement and saw Jethro standing next to his worktable with his back to him. Tony took a deep breath before speaking. “Julia is upstairs and she would like to meet you. I would suggest bribing her with a cup of coffee to be nice. She has learned way too much about the whole situation from Mark and unfortunately she inherited other traits from you besides a coffee addiction.” Tony said in a level tone of voice trying not to show any emotion. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jethro turned around slowly and looked at Tony thinking how stupid he had been. How had not known that Tony was Julian, Tony when he wasn’t putting on an act, acted just like Julian. He had not grown very much taller than he was as a teenager and his hair was only slightly darker. A lot of things that Tony had said and done since he had hired him in Baltimore made a lot more sense now.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tony stood there with his heart racing as he faced Jethro down in the basement. Julia had known something was up the minute he had gotten to the hospital after he found out that she was going to be fine. After getting her home he had stopped at Gibb’s house to drop off the letter and diary before running to the store and pharmacy. Julia had badgered him for over three hours after getting back from the store before he finally caved in and told her what was wrong. She was shocked to hear that her father finally knew about her and she demanded to go and meet him right away. Tony had not been able to think of any good excuses for why this was a really bad idea that Julia hadn’t shoot down with 10 seconds. As they had driven over there Tony had tried to make some justifications for why Jethro had acted like he did sixteen years ago.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jethro looked at Tony trying to get up the courage to speak and trying to come up with something to say. “I don’t know what to say but to say that I am sorry. I… umm…” Jethro started to say before Tony cut him off. “We will have that conversation later if at all. I would suggest going and talking to your daughter before she has anymore time to think. Take coffee with you as it will buy you some lessening of hostility.” Tony said quickly trying to control his emotions and heart which was aching to be with Jethro again. A very large portion of him had not changed from that 15 year old boy who woke up to find his fiancé gone who wished with all his heart that this was just some bad dream.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jethro looked at Tony for another minute then nodded and walked past him to go up stairs. He stopped in the kitchen to get two large mugs of coffee then steeled his nerves and walked out into the living room. There sitting on his couch was a teenage girl with a cast on her arm and her ankle wrapped up in ace bandages. What shocked him the most was when she turned to look at him, he saw his own eyes staring back at him. Tony had told him in the letter that she had his eyes but in person it was unbelievable how much she resembled him but at the same time looked a lot like Julian. Julia raised an eyebrow at him and looked him over as he stood there in shock. He handed her the mug of coffee and then sat down at the other end of the couch and faced her. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“So… you’re the bastard that left before I was born and broke mama’s heart. My Uncle Mark told me all about you and how you shattered mama and almost destroyed him when he was pregnant with me. Do you have anything to say for yourself?” Julia asked mockingly. Jethro took a deep breath before starting. “First thing is that I never knew that he was pregnant when I left. If I had known I would not have left him or you. Second I left because I though that was the right thing to do. I had no clue how old Julian was when we got involved until we were already engaged. I had thought that he was about eighteen until a picnic at your Uncle’s house when some guys from the unit were ragging on me about robbing the cradle. I found out that day that he was fourteen and I was disgusted with myself. Fourteen was too young, still just a child and it was against the law and immoral. I fought my conscious about what to do and I decided it would be best if I left because I knew I could not stay because if I did I would not be able to stay away from him no matter how old he was. I loved him more than anyone I have ever known or been involved with. I honestly thought at the time I was doing the right thing both for him and me.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Julia just looked at him as he finished. She took a sip of coffee and was surprised at the fact that it was strong enough for her. She looked at him intently trying to see if he was telling the truth. “Do you still think that you made the right decision to leave back then?” Julia asked. Hoping that she knew what his answer would be but still scared because she knew her life was going to change one way or another. “No, I don’t. I missed out on your life so far and to this day I still have not found anyone that I loved as much as Julian. I should have told him that I knew about his age and talked with him instead of leaving. At the time I though that he had intentionally mislead me about his age but now I know that he did not. That makes a big difference about how I feel about the situation back then. If I had known that then I might not have left.” Jethro replied honestly as she deserved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Ok, I have just three more major questions for you.” Julia told Jethro. “First, do you still love him?” Julia asked quite bluntly. “Yes, I do still love him. I have always thought about him and in the last few years I have felt quite guilty because ‘Tony’ reminded me so much of Julian.” Jethro told her. Julia looked at him smiling slightly happy with the answer, thinking okay only one more hard question to go. “Second question, do you want to be part of my life? I have been without a father so far and I can live without one but I would like to see what having one is like.” Julia asked. Jethro was shocked he though that she would never want him as part of her life. “Yes, I would like to be part of your life.” Julia smiled brightly and then got an impish look on her face before asking her final question. “So, what kind of hicks were my grandparents for them to name you Leroy Jethro?” Jethro knew at that moment that there was more of Julian in her then him. “I was born in West Virginia and Leroy was your grandfather’s name and Jethro was your great-grandfather’s name I was named after them.” Jethro told his laughing daughter. Julia grinned and laughed for a few more minutes before telling Jethro. “Show me where the coffee pot is, I need some more and your telephone, then go downstairs. I believe you need to have a discussion with mama that has been waiting sixteen years.”</content>
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2006-01-20T11:20:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-20T16:28:18Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Until further notice I will not be posting anymore fanfiction.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last weekend the trunk of my car slammed down on my arm due to a gust of wind and at the very least I hurt the muscles and stuff in my arm. The doctor will not know if it is broken (hairline fracture) until the swelling goes down more. I have no clue right now about recovery time, I should know more on Monday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Typing anything takes me a very long time right now and with school my arm is killing me at the end of the day. Also add that with the drugs that they gave me I am not making much sense right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will work as much as I can during the weekend on writing but it will take me awhile to write out even a single story.</content>
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2006-01-12T01:00:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-12T06:00:10Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Title: The Plan&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: House MD&lt;br /&gt;Characters: House/Chase&lt;br /&gt;Prompt: 077 Betrayal&lt;br /&gt;Warning: SLASH and MPREG. If you don’t like either please do not read this.&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: 1079&lt;br /&gt;Rating: PG&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: I do not own House MD or have any claims on it if I did there would be a lot more slash and it would be called the House love Chase show. I am not writing this story for any type of profit. Please do not sue me as I am a poor law student with -$300 in the bank. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“How could you do that to Dr. House? How could you go to Volger like that? I can’t believe that he didn’t fire you. You are a bad doctor he should have fired you. I don’t know why all the old doctors and nurses around here think you are so great. They must be insane.” Chase had heard again and again from both Cameron and Foreman during the last several weeks after Volger left the hospital taking his money with him. Chase was slowly going crazy but he didn’t want to tell Greg how bad it was getting or about anything else that was steadily growing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After another round of how Chase is so evil and how he had betrayed Dr. House so bad, Chase left the lab. He walked slowly out of the lab trying to keep moving forward even as the hall was spinning all around him. Next thing he knew he was laying down and could hear voices all around him including Greg’s arguing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chase slowly opened his eyes to see Wilson standing there watching him and Greg as Greg yelled at everyone. Chase could hear Greg asking next to him what had happened harshly while Foreman just stood there and Cameron was sobbed. Chase laid there listening intently as no one besides Wilson even noticed that he was awake. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“For the last time and if someone doesn’t tell me now you both are fired. What were you yelling at him about that made him so upset?” House asked again seeming even angrier as he stood there holding Chase’s hand. Chase could tell by Cameron’s sobbing and Foreman’s guilty face that this had gone on for awhile all ready. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well we were asking him why he went to Volger. It’s just that you did fire him even after you knew he betrayed you and went to Volger.” Cameron answered still sobbing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You did WHAT?” Greg shouted. Chase at this point decided that this was enough and squeezed Greg’s hand softly to get his attention. Greg quickly looked down at him causing everyone else’s eyes to flick quickly towards him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I am okay. It wasn’t their fault that I fainted.” Chase told House trying to get him to calm down and not kill Cameron or Foreman.  “But the stress didn’t help either, did it?” Greg asks before glaring at the other two ducklings in the room. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“For your information Chase went to Volger because I asked him to so that there was a spy on him. I asked him because anything that he said was protected communications as Chase cannot be forced to disclose anything that I say to him. Also I can’t fire him even if for some reason I wanted to because technically he doesn’t work under me.” Greg explained his voice still very harsh. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cameron and Foreman looked at each other both confused about what House meant. Wilson starts laughing at them for a minute before saying. “They’re married.” Both Cameron and Foreman stood there in shock. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You’re joking right?” Cameron asked Wilson in disbelief. Chase just rolled his eyes and looked at Cameron exasperated with her and her behavior with Greg all the time. “No, he isn’t kidding with you. Yes I am married to Greg and have been for a while now. We were married long before you came to work here.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Why did you faint anyway House would not tell us anything just that you needed to be off your feet for awhile and he gave you two injections of something?” Foreman asked butting into the middle of the conversation. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chase exchanged a look with Greg trying to decide if they should tell them or not. “Well, I umm… I am four months pregnant and am having a bit of trouble with this pregnancy. That is why Greg was really having me look stuff up off the internet or in books so that I would stay off my feet.” Chase explained to them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You’re going to have a baby?” Cameron asked in astonishment. “You are actually going to let House parent a child! Better start saving the money for therapy now.” Foreman said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yes, I am going to have a baby. I don’t see any reason why Greg shouldn’t be around his own children. The only problem I have with any of them so far is that our oldest, Gregory, tends to be quite rude to his teachers when he thinks they are idiots which his father encourages a little too much but except for that minor problem they are fairly well adjusted and intelligent children. None of them seem to need therapy so far.”  Chase said not quite believing the comments that they were making.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Oldest? As in more than one child?” Foreman asks. “Yes, we have five so far, six with this one. Our oldest son Gregory Marcus is almost 10 years old, our son James Edmund is six years old, our twin daughters Sydney Elizabeth and Emily Marie are three and a half years old and our youngest son Connor Michael is two.” Chase explained to Foreman as House rolled his eyes and glared at Foreman and Cameron for asking stupid questions and at Wilson for standing there being entertained.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“That is enough questions for now. Go do some work or something far away from here. I want to watch General Hospital and you all are making too much noise.” House told all of them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chase started to try and get up before Greg pushed him back down onto the bed gently. “Ha-ha, really funny Robby. You get to stay here and rest so that you don’t fall down dead from running around too much.” Greg told Chase.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As Foreman walked down the hall following Wilson and Cameron he thought of one more question that he wanted to ask. He turned around and walked back to the room. As he neared the door and looked in he saw something that made him think that this wasn’t all one big joke. House had gotten up onto the bed and snuggling with Chase with Chase using House’s chest for a pillow. Foreman watched as Chase raised his head and kissed House before lying back down again after saying I love you. Two things struck Foreman at that moment House said I love you back and he was just watching Chase and didn’t even have the TV on. House was missing General Hospital. Wow House really was in love with him.</content>
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2006-01-11T21:41:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-12T02:42:03Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Title: My Past, My Future: Part 5 1/2 (Teaser for 6)&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: Navy NCIS&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Gibbs/Tony&lt;br /&gt;Summery: What if Tony and Gibbs had met long before they worked together at the NCIS and had a relationship? What if only one of them knew about there past and had a secret.&lt;br /&gt;Rating: R&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: Contains MPREG and CHAN.&lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS and own no one except for Tony's family. I did not write this for money or any type of profit. Please don’t sue me I am a poor law student with -$300 in the bank.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Author’s Notes: Sorry everyone for the lack of updates. My computer crashed last fall causing me to lose everything and once I did get a new computer my muses ran away in fear. I finally had a new part written and lost it the day before Christmas when my new computer crashed. Yep, the world is against me. So I hope you enjoy this little preview and the full part will be up next week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 6: Congratulations it’s a (Coffee Drinking) Girl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As Jethro put the journal down on the table he heard his front door opening upstairs, followed by a lot of shuffling and foot steps. He couldn’t believe his ears he thought he heard Tony telling someone to wait right there and that he would be right back. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tony walked down the stairs into the basement and saw Jethro standing next to his worktable with his back to him. Tony took a deep breath before speaking. “Julia is upstairs and she would like to meet you. I would suggest bribing her with a cup of coffee to be nice. She has learned way too much about the whole situation from Mark and unfortunately she inherited other traits from you besides a coffee addiction.” Tony said in a level tone of voice trying not to show any emotion. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jethro turned around slowly and looked at Tony thinking how stupid he had been. How had not known that Tony was Julian, Tony when he wasn’t putting on an act, acted just like Julian. He had not grown very much taller than he was as a teenager and his hair was only slightly darker. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=====&lt;br /&gt;Break&lt;br /&gt;=====&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jethro tenderly cupped Julian’s face with their entwined hands and looked into his eyes seeing love incredibly. He had made the mistake once of not trusting in love and he was not going to do it again. Jethro slowly moved his head closer to Julian giving him an opportunity to back away and kissed him softly at first until Julian started to respond to him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=====&lt;br /&gt;Break&lt;br /&gt;=====&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Julian could not believe that he was standing there in Jethro’s arms after all this time. That Jethro had put his ring back on his finger where it belonged. After sixteen years there was actually a chance of his family becoming whole. Jethro still loved him and adored their daughter everything for once seemed to be working out. Even Mark had sounded happy on the phone after hearing that they were going to make another go at a relationship.</content>
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2006-01-11T21:40:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-12T02:40:58Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Title: My Past, My Future: Part 5&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: Navy NCIS&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Gibbs/Tony&lt;br /&gt;Summery: What if Tony and Gibbs had met long before they worked together at the NCIS and had a relationship? What if only one of them knew about there past and had a secret.&lt;br /&gt;Rating: R&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: Contains MPREG and CHAN.&lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS and own no one except for Tony's family. I did not write this for money or any type of profit. Please don’t sue me I am a poor law student with -$300 in the bank.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 5: A Time of Joy and Sorrow&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;July 17&lt;br /&gt;I am official in my second trimester now and am three months pregnant. I got to hear the baby’s heartbeat again at the doctor’s office. It sounded very fast and strong. The doctor says that the baby seems to be doing well and that I am doing okay but he does have a few concerns. The doctor is concerned by the lack of weight gain so far. Since my first appointment with him I have lost five pounds and was slightly underweight to begin with. My doctor wants me to gain at least two pounds before the next visit. My latest urine sample came back abnormal again so the doctor took more blood. My blood sugar levels also are slightly concerning him and I will have to come in for weekly lab tests and I will be required to test at home. He thinks that I might have gestational diabetes but it normally does not show up this soon. That could cause harm to the baby and me if I am not careful. I have been very careful about what I have been eating but have had problems with my appetite. I just have not seemed to be hungry lately. The doctor gave me a list of things to eat that should help with the weight gain.&lt;br /&gt;Sara Anne is now five weeks old and is as cute as a button. She is a good sleeper once she is asleep but she is wearing out Mari and Mark. She will not go to sleep for Mark at all and even Mari has problems sometimes. I have gotten up several times in the middle of the night when he cannot get her back to sleep. Last night neither of them could get her back to sleep and eventually broke down and woke me up. I got her to sleep within ten minutes by singing and rocking her. The books that I have been reading say that a baby can sense when you are tired and frustrated and this causes them to have trouble falling asleep. I think that is one of the reasons that she falls asleep for me. This time next year her cousin will be about six or seven months old or so. I can’t wait. I have been thinking about names but have gotten stuck on a middle name for my baby. The doctor told me today that I should bring my fiancé to the next appointment so that he could see the baby. I kept it together long enough to get out of the doctor’s office but broke down crying in the car on the way home. Mark has become angrier at Jet in the last few days as he sees how bad I have been feeling. A few times he has caught me looking at the ring on my finger and sobbing. I still can not understand why he left me and why he did not even bother to say goodbye in person. I gave him all of me and he just left.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;August 9&lt;br /&gt;I am now four months into my pregnancy. I felt the baby move for the first time today and I wanted to tell Jet so bad. Without thinking after I felt her kick I went to the phone to call Jet. I had only dialed two numbers when it hit me that I could not call him. He was gone and I didn’t even have a way to contact him. I do not even know if I would have told him even if I did have a number for him. I do not know if he would have even cared. It has been over a month and it still hurts as bad as it did that first day. A little six months ago Jethro Gibbs came into my life and changed it forever. I will always have a reminder of him and I am both thankful and hate him for that. Everything still looks good with the baby but they are still watching my sugar levels closely. My readings have been bouncing between too high and too low. I am a pound heavier that I was the first time I saw the doctor. He still thinks that I should be gaining more weight and that I should have gained about eight to twelve pounds already. The doctor is putting me on a high calorie diet to help me to gain more weight.&lt;br /&gt;The shit had hit the fan with my mother’s relatives. The DiNozzo’s found out that I am pregnant and are not happy about it. For them it is bad enough that I refused to move to Pennsylvania when our parents died and play uptown boy but now I am unmarried and knocked up. My mother’s brother called to find out if we all were going to his daughter’s wedding in October. I told him that I did not know if my doctor would want me traveling then as I will be starting my third trimester about then. He started asking questions about why I was not married yet or had the problem taken care of if I was so stupid as to get knocked up. Then he started to question me about the baby’s father and who his family was. The only thing that I would tell him was that the baby’s father was a marine. They still have not gotten over the fact that my mother married my father as they saw him as inferior to her. After I got off the phone he called Mark to ask what was going on and about how he could allow me to get in such a position.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;August 29&lt;br /&gt;The ultrasound showed that I was right and that the baby is a girl. I am going to have a daughter. The ultrasound showed that she is developing wonderfully and that there does not seem to be any problems with her. The doctor is still concerned about my lack of weight gain to his specifications. I am only up five pounds total from the beginning of my pregnancy. My blood sugar levels seem to be a little better at the last appointment. My blood pressure has been going too low now and the doctor took me off the medicine that he had me on. The doctor advised me to keep my stress levels low and I started to laugh. I explained that my stress levels are not going to go down that I am going to be a single parent and while my family would help it was still all on me. I am scared to death that I am going to mess this child up with all of my problems. What am I thinking bring another life into this world when I cannot even keep my own live together? &lt;br /&gt;My fingers have been swollen lately and today I had to take off my engagement ring. When I slipped it off my finger I broke down completely and couldn’t stop crying. I miss Jet everyday and it does not seem to be getting any better. Some days it hurts worse than the first day after he left me. I do not understand why he left me. I didn’t tell Mark and Mari but I found out where Jet transferred to and I know how to reach him now. I do not know what to do. Even if he does not love me he has a right to know that he is going to be a father. There is a large part of me that is terrified to tell him that I am pregnant because at least now I can honestly tell her that her father has no knowledge of her. I have no clue what I will say to my daughter if I do tell Jet and he wants nothing to do with her. I also have so many questions that I want to ask him about why he left and if he really did care about me or if I was just a piece of ass.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;September 23&lt;br /&gt;I am six months pregnant now and I am feeling every bit of it. Between having to run to the bathroom every hour to pee and the swollen ankles this is not always fun. Sometimes all I can think and wonder is was a few minutes of pleasure worth all this discomfort. Of course whenever I think that the little princess kicks extra hard and reminds me why I am going through all this discomfort. The doctor is thrilled with all the weight that I am now gaining but I feel like a blimp. Since my morning sickness has left which I am grateful for I have been packing on the pounds. In the last four weeks I have gained almost ten pounds making my total weigh gain fifteen pounds. Mari laughs at me when I complain about how fat I am. She reminds me that she had gained over twenty pounds when she was at the six month mark. I have started to plan out what I am going to do once the baby is born. Mark and I started talking to a lawyer to see if I can get into my trust fund early. If I can I seriously am considering staying home for the first year and then only going part time to college after that. I do not want to miss anything and since it is only going to be me I want to make sure my baby wants for nothing. Sarah Anne is getting so big now and is developing even more of a personality. She is so funny and easy going the majority of the time and is even sleeping through the night the majority of the time which is pleasing her parents very much.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;October 16&lt;br /&gt;I received good news from the lawyer. My trust fund will be released to me next week in its entirety. The judge that we went in front of found me to be mature enough to handle the money. The judge did not look down on me for being pregnant and unwed. I think it helped that I could honestly say that I was engaged to be married before I became pregnant and that my brother, sister-in-law and niece will be there as a support system. I think that the judge also felt back for me because I am going it alone. My doctors appointments have been going well and I seem to be about the same. My health is not the best and this pregnancy has not been the easiest but I am surviving. I had to be rushed to the hospital in the middle of the night last week. I had cramping and I started to bleed. They were able to stop the bleeding but I had to stay in the hospital for two days. I honestly thought that I was going to lose my daughter. If she was born now she would have only a little chance at survival. I do not care what happens to me as long as she is healthy. I know that if I was to die that Mark and Mari would raise her as their own child if Jet didn’t want her. I had a will drawn up and signed a few days ago to make sure that my daughter will be protected.&lt;br /&gt;I went into town today to get out of the house and to do something besides staring at the wall. I went to the bookstore and bought more child development books and some language and history books that I had been wanting. As I was looking around the book store to see if anything caught my eye I walked past the wedding books. I realized that it was eight months ago today that I meet Jethro Gibbs. My fingers are still swollen most of the time so I have been wearing my engagement ring on a chain around my neck. After looking at the wedding books for a few minutes I came to the realization that I will probably never get married. I don’t think that I have it in me to let anyone get that close to me again. Even if I still had it in me to have another relationship a young single parent with a child is not really a catch in the dating game. Mark has stopped saying that it will get better as it is not helping my mood at all. I seem to spend my time either crying or yelling at everyone. If Jet would show up tomorrow and apologize I would get back together with him in an instant. I still love him even though I am angry as hell at him for leaving me and our daughter even though he did not know of his daughter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;November 17&lt;br /&gt;I am in the hospital again. I was admitted four days ago. My blood pressure spiked again and combined with my diabetes the doctors are very concerned about me and the baby. At my last appointment my doctor thought that I was starting to go into labor. He admitted me that afternoon to the hospital so that they could keep a closer watch on me and to stop the contractions. The medicine seemed to be helping for a few days but the doctors are still worried. Yesterday the decision was made to deliver the baby early. They put me on some drugs, steroids that should help her lungs to develop more quickly. The doctors feel with the preclampsia, gestational diabetes, and the contractions and with my age that it would be better for her if she was born sooner. Right now she does not seem to be in distress but the doctors cannot get my blood pressure down. The medication that they gave me to stop my contractions is racking havoc with my blood pressure and my blood sugar levels. They took another ultrasound today to make sure that everything is okay with the baby and everything looks fine. Even though I have not gained as much weight as the doctors would like my daughter seems to weight about four pounds making her a very good size baby. When the doctor’s looked at this ultrasound they said that she should be fine. &lt;br /&gt;I had another one of those days when all I want is for Jet to be here. I want him here to wrap me up in his arms and tell me everything is going to be okay. He should be here worrying about his baby to instead of being far away from here. He is going to miss the birth of his daughter and there is a part of me that will never forgive him. I still love him but I am also very angry with him for treating me this way. If he wanted to leave that is one thing but to leave without telling me goodbye in person is another. What he did was wrong. It was without regard for my feelings. I am still wearing my ring around my neck. I am going to have to make some decisions about how I will deal with the questions about her father. She will want to know where he is and why he is not her with us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;November 22&lt;br /&gt;At 10:58pm Julia Elizanne Gibbs Mallory was born at a health four pounds six ounces and over sixteen inches long with an agar score of 8/9. She is doing excellent for a preemie and is not having any major problems. Her breathing has been doing terrific and she has had little trouble with maintaining body temperature. Julia is able to feed without any problems for her. I have found out that breast feeding comes with its own share of difficulties. The doctors say that she might be able to be released from the hospital in four more days if she keeps doing so well. The only problem that Julia has encountered at all was that she had a touch of jaundice right after she was born. She has beautiful dark blond tuffs of hair and has these amazing blue eyes. Her eyes look exactly like Jethro’s. She is the most beautiful baby that I have ever seen in my entire life. I wish that Jethro was here to see what a wonderful and precious baby girl that we made together. When the doctors had to rush me in for an emergency c-section four nights ago I wanted him to be here with me so bad. I gave Mark the number that I had for Jethro and I made Mark promise to call him if I was to die. I wanted my daughter to have a chance to be raised by at least one of her parents. The surgery went fine and we both made it through without difficulty. When they put her in my arms it was the most wonderful experience of my life. My first gaze into her eyes was the most powerful thing that I had ever experienced including her conception. At the same time I knew something or someone was missing from this moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jethro reread the words that Julian had written about their daughter’s birth. He wished with everything inside of him that he could have been there to see her be born. He regretted that he had not been there to help and support Julian throughout the pregnancy. Jethro could understand Julian’s fears about telling him about the baby. He did leave, abandoning him without even telling Julian goodbye in person. Every word that he had read made him fall in love with Julian all over again. He wanted to meet his daughter and build a relationship with her but he also wanted a relationship with Julian again.</content>
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    <content type="html">Title: My Past, My Future: Part 4&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: Navy NCIS&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Gibbs/Tony&lt;br /&gt;Summery: What if Tony and Gibbs had met long before they worked together at the NCIS and had a relationship? What if only one of them knew about there past and had a secret.&lt;br /&gt;Rating: R&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: Contains MPREG and CHAN.&lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS and own no one except for Tony's family. I did not write this for money or any type of profit. Please don’t sue me I am a poor law student with -$300 in the bank.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 4: The Truth is Hard to Hear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;April 15&lt;br /&gt;My brother came home grinning yesterday and went straight to Mari to talk to her. He was acting silly and I was wondering what was going on until he told me that he had just had a nice talk with Jethro. Mark kept hinting all evening what they had talked about but he wouldn’t tell what it was exactly what all they talked about. He did tell me that Jet asked for permission to take me out for dinner tomorrow evening and for me to stay out all night. Mark told Jet that it was fine. I think Jethro told Mark something about a surprise or something tomorrow. Mark is definitely hiding something big. He keeps hinting at something but he is not making any sense at all. It is driving me crazy. I am excited about tomorrow as it will be two months since we met and really are two month anniversary.&lt;br /&gt;I kind of am glad that my brother finds this so amusing he needed it. Last week Mari started to feel contractions and me and her rushed to the hospital. I keep trying to reach my brother but couldn’t find him. He finally gets a message I left and rushes to the hospital in a panic not knowing what was going on. Thankfully all it was, is practice contractions that are perfectly normal and do not hurt the baby. Only two more months until the baby is born, everyone is getting so excited. The nursery is completely finished now and the baby has enough clothes to last three lifetimes. The only thing that anyone is worried about is Mari being in the house by herself close to her due date. I am sticking around the house more and making sure that I am never gone for long when Mark is not at home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;April 18&lt;br /&gt;I am no longer an innocent! When Jet picked me up from the house he seemed to be very nervous this got me wondering even more what was going on. We went into town to the nice hotel there and we checked in. I was very surprised to find out that we were in the honeymoon suite. I did think it was kind of fitting from my point of view as I had decided that I no longer wanted to be a virgin. Jet had the room decorated with flowers and candles. A dinner was set out for us and it was just perfect. When we sat down Jet told me that though this was a hotel room nothing had to happen we were just here for the peace and quiet. I informed him that I had decided that I no longer wanted to be a virgin and would he please take care of that fact. Jet asked me if I was sure and I told him that I was, that I had always wanted it to mean something. I am in love with him and this was something that I wanted to experience with him. We talked as we finished dinner and then for dessert Jet gave me this little cake. On top of the cake was a ring. I looked at it and then I looked at him and then back to the ring. Jet got up and came over and knelt down beside me. He said that while we had not known each other for very long, that he was in love with me and wanted to be with me forever. Jet told me that he had spoken to my brother and had gotten his blessing. He looked at me and asked for my hand in marriage. I started to cry and laugh and I could not get any words out so I just nodded. He slipped the ring on my hand and kissed me. It was the happiest moment of my life.&lt;br /&gt;After crying and laughing so more we started to move over to the bed as we helped each other undress. He told me that he had not brought any lube and I told him that there was some in my bag. He laid me down on the bed and went to the overnight bag to get the lube. He putted it on the nightstand table and told me that if I wanted to stop at anytime to just tell him. Jet laid down next to me and we just kissed for a long time. Soon he started to lick and suck my nipples as his hands caressed lower and lower. He slowly started to kiss down my torso down to my cock. He had me turn over and he kissed all down my back and shockingly didn’t stop. He started to kiss my ass and then started to lick at my opening again and again. I started to relax and Jet started to thrust his tongue inside. Jet must have gotten the lube off the table without me seeing because the next thing I felt was a slick finger push inside of me. He slowly moved to two fingers which was kind of uncomfortable which made me tense up. He stopped the movement until it got better. He then touched a spot inside of me that made me feel like I was on fire. He slowly stretched me until he moved to three fingers which took me even longer to adjust. He asked me whether I wanted to be on my front or back. I turned over to lie on my back. Jet then slicked himself up and slowly pushed in about two inches. I tensed up as it did hurt but I looked into his eyes and he kissed me and the pain got better. He pushed in slowly until he was all the way inside of me. He rested a moment to let me get use to being full and asked me if I was ok. He then started to gently rock in and out of me but was gaining a little speed each time. He kept hitting that spot inside and soon any feeling but pleasure was gone. It didn’t take me long to come and Jet wasn’t far behind me. When he pulled out it felt like he had parked a train inside of me and I couldn’t help making a little whimper and wincing as he pulled out. He quickly checked me but didn’t see any blood. We fell asleep that night wrapped in each other’s arms. The next morning I was still sore but I wanted to do it again. Jet was worried that I would be too sore but as sore as I was I still wanted to do it again. It was more intense because I wasn’t scared anymore. &lt;br /&gt;I didn’t want to leave the hotel room but we were due to checkout and had to get back. When we got back to the house my brother barely let us get in the door before asking. I showed him the ring on my hand and Mark hugged me. He told both of us how happy he was for us and he welcomed Jethro into the family. Mark also couldn’t resist a ‘I told you so’. Mark said that he had seen it coming from the day that we met. Later that night after Jethro had gone home me and my brother had a talk. Mark could see how carefully I was sitting all day and wanted to make sure I was ok. He said that he was pretty sure what happened but wanted to hear it in my own words. He knew that I had been thinking of going further. Mark supported my decision but he warned me to be careful because of my age. I didn’t even think about the fact that technically I was under the age of consent. Mark saw my face and asked what was wrong and I told him that I didn’t want Jethro hurt just because of my age. I understand that the law is for the majority of people my age that are still children so that they will not be taken advantage of.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;April 27&lt;br /&gt;Everything has been going well lately until this morning. I hate being sick. I picked up a stomach bug somewhere and woke up this morning sick. I almost didn’t make it to the bathroom in time. When Mari founded me in the bathroom she laughed and said it was a good thing she was over her morning sickness. Mari called Mark to tell him that I was sick. Mark is so overprotective at times because I almost never get sick he wanted me into the doctor today. I started to feel better this afternoon but was still feeling tired. Mark had to bring home dinner for him and Mari because I didn’t think I could cook. Jet went to the store and got me some chicken noodle soup and crackers. As soon as he heard I was sick from my brother he called to make sure I was fine this morning. He babied me all evening not letting me get up to do anything. For such a straight laced tough marine he sure is a softie at times. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;May 1&lt;br /&gt;Jet had to leave yesterday to go back to the base he transferred from. He was only given 18 hours notice before he had to be on the plane. He couldn’t tell me much about why he has to go back but whatever is going on over there it’s not pretty. All I know is that it has something to do with a threat that his team helped to deal with before. He says that it is very important. Last time I got to hear the ‘this is important and I have to go for my country’ speech it was my father. A month after my father left we were informed that he had died and that the events were a matter of national security. Jet was not very convincing when he told me that he will not be in any danger. We had are first argument ever about him lying to me about the danger. As I have informed him on many occasions my father was a marine and my brother is now a marine. I am not naive about the danger in their jobs. I screamed at him that I had lost my father and that I was well aware of the danger that he was walking right into. He told me that he will probably be gone for about two to three weeks and will not be able to be in contact a lot. I got Mark to put some fellers out to see if he could find anything out. Today Mark came home and told me what little he was able to find out. Jethro is being sent on a mission that has a high level need to know. I am really worried about him and what might happen. I do not know what I will do if he dies like my father did. I saw him off yesterday. We were lucky enough to have fifteen minutes in private before he shipped out. My brother said that we could go talk in his office until Jet needed to leave. Jet promised that he would come back to me. I told him that I wanted one more memory of him before he left. He barely even undressed and we used lotion for lube. I barely even let him stretch me as I couldn't wait to get him inside of me. I just slid down on him as I kissed him. I cried softly the whole time thinking that this could be the last time we would ever make love. Almost as soon as we both had come we had to hurry and dress as it was time for him to leave. He told me that he loved me and then he got on the plane.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;May 12&lt;br /&gt;I heard from Jet again today for the second time since he has been gone. When he called today it was not with the best of news. He won’t be home for another week or so but he told me that he is fine. Everything is going fine over there he says and that it was not as bad as he though it was going to be. He told me he loved me and that he would be home before I knew it. In my opinion he can not come home soon enough so that I can know that he is safe. Mari has tried to keep me busy with going shopping for the baby and getting ready for school but it is still hard everyday. Mari asked me how long Jet and I are going to wait to have children after we get married and when are we getting married. We have talked about getting married next summer but don’t have a definite date set yet. I told her that we had not talked about how long we would wait to have kids but I admitted that it would not be a very long wait. Mari said that she would be surprised if we made it a year past us getting married before I became pregnant. This conversation did make me think about the fact that we had not been using any protection so far. Mari looked at my face and asked what was wrong. I told her the truth that we had not been using protection and that I had been feeling sick but had thought that it due to worrying about Jet and having trouble getting over that stomach bug. Mari asked me why I had no told them that I was still feeling sick. Mari called her doctor and got me an appointment for tomorrow. We agreed to not say anything to Mark until I know for sure.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;May 14&lt;br /&gt;Well its official I am knocked up. Yesterday I fell apart at the doctor’s office and Mari called Mark. I felt like a little kid making Mari call my brother to hold my hand. The doctor took some blood and urine to test. The quick test came back positive. It is unusual to have a false positive. I started to cry and Mark had a hard time calming me down. I knew I was pregnant before the test came back I just had a gut feeling about it. I got knocked up before I even turned fifteen. My parents would be so disappointed in me. I made Mark and Mari promise not to tell Jethro until I am ready. The doctor wants to watch me closely due to my age. He prescribed prenatal vitamins and medicine for the morning sickness as I am getting dehydrated. The doctor also gave me a lot of information to read. This morning as I bent over the toilet it hit me that there is really a baby in there and that I am really going to have a baby. I think knowing what is causing the nausea is making it better. The doctor’s office called this afternoon. The results of the blood test came in and it was positive, confirming that I am pregnant. I don’t know how I am going to tell Jet. I am really terrified of his reaction. We haven’t had any serious decisions about having children yet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;May 28&lt;br /&gt;Jet called again today and told me that he will be back definitely on June 1st. I didn’t want to tell him over the phone that I was pregnant. I still don’t know how to tell him that I am pregnant. Mark and Mari pointed out that it takes two to make a baby but I still am terrified of his reaction. I know how honorable he is so he won’t leave but what if he really doesn’t want the baby. I have only known about the baby for about two weeks and I am already in love with her. That is another worry of mine what if I am not able to carry the baby and miscarry. I was out with Mari and Mark shopping when we went into the baby section at the department store inside the mall. We all were looking at clothes and I found the cutest pink dress with flowers. Mark comes up and asks me what I am looking at. I found your niece’s first dress. Mark starts laughing and asks how do you know I am going to have a niece and not a nephew. I started to blush and told him that I just know. Mari told me that it is not that unusual for the mother to know. Mari and Mark had a conversation with their eyes and then stated that it is never too early to start picking up the basics. Mark said why don’t we go over to the big baby store across town. I went to put the dress back but Mark stopped me and went and bought it. We went over to the store and Mari and I looked all over. We had been there so many times but it was always to shop for their baby. Mari knew how much I liked looking at the baby clothes. They both were watching me very closely and as much as I tried not to let them see what I liked they still seemed to know and would put it in the shopping cart. When we finally went home I had a lot of clothes for the baby. My next doctor’s appointment is in two days and I am going to have my first ultrasound. I should be able to see the baby’s heartbeat. Mark is taking the day off and both of them are going to go with me to the appointment. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;May 30&lt;br /&gt;Mark, Mari and I went to the doctor’s office today. Mari’s appointment was first and everything still looks ok. The doctor told her that the baby has dropped and that she could go into labor now or it could be another week or two. I got to see my baby’s heartbeat today. It was one of the best moments of my life to see that healthy heartbeat. I was worried that we would get here and there would not be a heartbeat. The doctor asked a lot of questions and took more blood for testing. The doctor says that my due date is around January 8th but due to my age he said that I have a higher risk of going into labor early. The doctor told me that so far everything looked good with the baby and me. He wants me to keep taking the prenatal vitamins and to be sure and get enough rest. There is still a large part of me that is still in shock that I am going to have a baby. Jet is coming home in two days and I still don’t know how to tell him that I am pregnant. Another thing that we will have to talk about is whether to get married now or to wait until next summer like we had first talked about.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;June 2&lt;br /&gt;Jet came back yesterday afternoon and I was so glad to see him. I needed to see with my own eyes that he was safe and unharmed. Today we had a cookout at the house for a late Memorial Day celebration. A lot of people came to the cookout and it was very hectic with Mari having to stay off of her feet and not being able to help. Unfortunately I was not being very careful and almost fainted. I was heading back in the house to go and get more beers from inside when I started to get dizzy. If Jet hadn’t been next to me I would have fallen to the ground. Mark and Jet got me into my room and lying down on my bed. Jet was really worried and I started to cry. I just keep thinking that I was not ready to tell him that I was pregnant yet and that I just wanted one more day without stress before telling him. Mark sent Jet to the bathroom to get a cold washcloth to put on my head. While he was gone I begged Mark not to tell him yet. Jet walked back in, put the washcloth on my forehead and asked about whether they should take me to the hospital. Mark said that it wasn’t necessary that my blood sugar was just low and that I had too much sun and would be fine later. He said that they should just let me get some rest and that I would be fine and if I wasn’t in a little while then they would take me to the hospital. &lt;br /&gt;I fell asleep in my room and sleep for several hours. It was almost six o’clock when I woke up. A lot of people were gone by then and only close friends were still there. Mark, Mari and Jet all asked me how I was feeling now and I told them that I felt a lot better. Mark made me eat dinner and drink some juice. Jet was acting really weird and not letting me get very close. I didn’t know what was going on. Jet left kind of quickly after I woke up. He just kissed me on the forehead and said that he would call me later. The party finished up soon after that. I asked Mark if he knew what was wrong with Jet. Mark told me that some guys were ragging on Jet for robbing the cradle with me. They asked him if he couldn’t find someone his own age and keep making cracks about training them young and stuff. Mark heard Jet say that I wasn’t a child and that I was nearly eighteen. This got me to thinking and worrying. I didn’t know if I had ever told Jet how old I actually was. Mark thought about it too and admitted he didn’t know if Jet knew how old I was. We all tend to forget that I am still so young due to as my brother says me acting like I am going on thirty most days. I must admit that I even forget how old I really am. This is just wonderful another mess that I am in the middle of. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;June 14&lt;br /&gt;Mari went into labor yesterday and she had a precious baby girl early this morning. Mari and Mark are so happy that they are now parents. My niece is the most beautiful baby that I have ever seen before in my life. I got to stay in the room for the whole labor which was an eye opener. The thought that I will have to do this in another seven months is very scary but will be worth it, I think at least. Jet has still been acting a little weird and I still haven’t told him that I am pregnant. I want to find out what is going on with him before I tell him. In the last two weeks he has seemed odd. He will be really affectionate one day and the next he will treat me like a younger brother. We have only had sex three times since he has been back. We were supposed to just hang out at his house yesterday evening so that we could talk but Mari went into labor. I am getting ready to head over to his house now and I am going to stay the night. We are going to watch a movie after we go shopping. I want to restock the house with groceries before Mari and the baby come home from the hospital.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;June 20&lt;br /&gt;The last several days have been eventful and worrying. On the 14th after we sat down to watch the movie I feel asleep and didn’t wake up until the next day. We both went with Mark to bring Mari and the baby home from the hospital. They decided to name her Sara Anne. I was surprised because I thought that they were going to name her after mama. They told me that they had decided to name her Sara instead of Julia because they knew that her cousin’s name should be Julia. Mark knew that I had always planned on naming my first daughter after mama. Jet stayed over at the house that night but we didn’t really get a chance to talk. A few nights ago on the seventeenth Mark woke me less than an hour after I had gone to bed to tell me that he had to take Mari to the hospital that she had started bleeding again. I was so worried about Mari. I knew that she had had some problems with bleeding right after the birth but we all thought that it had all been taken care of. I had to stay here with Sara Anne. I had to call Jet at two in the morning because she was hungry. Mari had decided to breastfeed and there was no formula in the house. Jet ran into town to the closest all night drugstore for me and brought me some bottles and formula. He stayed at the house with me that night and the next night and helped me take care of the baby. That first night I did get a chance to ask him about wanting children. Jet said that he would like some kids in a few years. I started to bring up the subject of having children sooner than a few years from now. Jet said that we really should wait to discuss this until we get married. Before I could respond Mark called from the hospital to say that they were admitting Mari to the hospital. Mari had to stay in the hospital for two days before the doctor’s released her. She was so happy to be home with her daughter but she has to take it extra easy for a little while longer. I am going to Jet’s again tonight so that we can talk tonight and tomorrow before he has to work in the afternoon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;July 1&lt;br /&gt;Jet is gone. He has left me. He just left without looking back without any care for me or what this is doing to me. I don’t understand how he could do this to me. I thought that he loved me. Is there just something about me that does not allow for happiness? When I got to his house that night he acted like his old self and we made love on his bed before falling asleep. When we woke up in the middle of the night we made love again tenderly. I didn’t notice anything wrong at all. I woke up that morning all alone without him anywhere. He left me a note, a stupid, little note without bothering to tell me himself. After I read it I just there on the bed crying until I started to get sick. I ended up in the bathroom in front of the toilet for hours crying. My brother found me there later on that day. Someone had called him to fix a problem even though he is one leave. When he told them to call Jethro they informed him that Jet had transferred to another base effective this morning. Mark told them to call someone else and then came here to look for me. He knew the minute that he heard about the transfer that something was really wrong. Mark found me in the bathroom sobbing still clutching the note that Jet had left me. Mark got me up and dressed and he took me home. When we walked through the door Mari put Sara Anne in her cradle and helped Mark to get me cleaned up and into my bedroom. I spent the next two days crying while Mark tried to find out where Jet had gone in between taking care of me, Sara and Mari. &lt;br /&gt;I started having cramps and they had to take me to the hospital. I was terrified that now I was going to lose the baby just like I had just lost Jet. I didn’t think that I could survive if I lost the baby. At that moment it was the only thing keeping me grounded. I had to stay in the hospital for five days due to the cramps, my low and high blood pressure and my dehydration but I didn’t lose the baby. I spent my fifteenth birthday in the hospital mostly scared out of my mind worrying about losing the baby. When I got out of the hospital I told Mark to stop looking for Jet. I said if Jet wanted to leave and if he didn’t really love me then it was better that he was gone. Then I started to sob and Mark just sat there and held me like he use to do right after our parents died. I don’t know how I am going to do this by myself but I do not have any choice that is acceptable for me. I called the University and talked to admissions I am going to take some independent study courses this fall and will start full time next fall maybe. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jethro’s vision started to become blurry as he read how Julian had felt when he had left all those years ago. Jethro knew then for the first time that he had made the wrong decision back then. The guilt that he had always felt since he first learned of Julian’s age was now being replaced by the guilt he felt at abandoning Julian when he was pregnant. As he had went to turn the page to start reading again a sheet of crumpled paper fell out of the journal and on to the ground. Jethro picked it up and look at it in shock. The crumpled tearstained much read sheet was his note to Julian all those years ago. He felt guilty as he reread those words written so long ago.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jules,&lt;br /&gt;I have to go now. I have been reassigned and I feel it is for the best. You are too young and I am too set in my ways. I love you but I have to go. You need to find someone your own age. I should have stopped this the moment I found out how old you really were. While you never directly lied to me you knew that I thought that you were eighteen. Yes I know now that you are only fourteen I am assuming that is the important matter you need to talk to me about. I do love you but I have to go.&lt;br /&gt;Love,&lt;br /&gt;Jethro Gibbs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked at the Journal again knowing that it still held answers to questions that he wanted to know but he knew it also held more guilt for him. He would have to live with the choices that he made and live with the fact that his choices affected more than just him. 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    <content type="html">Title: My Past, My Future: Part 3&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: Navy NCIS&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Gibbs/Tony&lt;br /&gt;Summery: What if Tony and Gibbs had met long before they worked together at the NCIS and had a relationship? What if only one of them knew about there past and had a secret.&lt;br /&gt;Rating: R&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: Contains MPREG and CHAN.&lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS and own no one except for Tony's family. I did not write this for money or any type of profit. Please don’t sue me I am a poor law student with -$300 in the bank.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 3: Falling in Love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;February 16&lt;br /&gt;I don’t know what to feel or even what I am feeling. I wish I could talk to my mama or dad right now. I miss them more then ever now. Mama wouldn’t be able to believe it, that I am still keeping a Journal for my thoughts. I hated when she assigned a Journal for a writing project when I was ten but now I don’t think I could do without it. Well I guess this is a good place to start my new Journal that Mark bought me last week. This is my first new Journal since mama died and I just couldn’t bring myself to go out and buy one. Thank god for Mark and Mari. I am so lucky to have Mark as an older brother and Mari as my sister-in-law. There sure aren’t a lot of newlyweds that would take in their younger brother and make him feel welcome. While it doesn’t bring back my parents at least I’m not alone in the world.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I ran down to the market for Mari this morning because she wasn’t feeling well. She is having so many problems with this pregnancy but at least she hasn’t miscarried this baby yet. Mark and Mari will be great parents and they want a baby so bad. Well, this morning as I was heading to the store I stopped off to see if Mark wanted anything and to drop off his lunch which he forgot again. I just don’t understand how he can be so organized at work but can’t even remember his lunch or where he put the keys at. At Mark’s office I found him talking to a new Sergeant Jethro Gibbs, who had just been transferred here. I offered or Mark offered for me to show him around base as he is not officially starting until next Monday. Mark said that it would give me something to do as I am vacation and going steer crazy without something to do everyday. We spent all day together with me showing him around and talking. He definitely is addicted to coffee. I found this out after less than an hour of meeting him. He made a comment about the lack of coffee at my brother’s office and I told him that my brother hates coffee. I thought that Jethro who’s first name is Leroy, was going to have a heart attack from the shock. He considers coffee a requirement for life on the same level as breathing. He told me a story of what happened when he had to go without coffee for a whole week when he went camping with his first ex-wife because she forgot to pack it. Either that story was true or he has a wacky sense of humor. He asked me about my vacation and I told him I had just finished high school two weeks ago and was on vacation from school until the end of June when summer classes begin at the college I am going to attend. Today when he made a comment about wouldn’t my parents miss me if I disappeared all day and I told him that they are dead he seemed to feel really bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When Mark introduced us something just clicked. It’s not just that he is handsome because he is but it weirdly seemed like I have known him for a long time instead of just meeting him today. He seems like a very intelligent and almost sweet especially for being a marine. I really like him. He is easy to talk to. I am going to meet up with him tomorrow morning again to help him stock up on household essentials and I offered to help him unpack. When I got home earlier Mark and Mari were talking and he told her that they had a situation on their hands. Mark told me that I looked at Jethro exactly like he looked at Mari the day they meet. I told Mark that he was crazy but I do feel a connection. Well we will see what happens; probably nothing will come of it, but maybe. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;February 27&lt;br /&gt;I just got back from my third date with Jet. I have only known him for less then two weeks but it feels like I have known him for years. We had a picnic dinner that I made and then went to see a movie in town. It was really nice. As soon as I got to his house the day after we met he asked me out. I of course said yes as soon as I got over my surprise. He told me that he doesn’t usually get involved with his colleagues’ brothers or sisters but he decide to make an exception to that rule. When I came back to change for dinner and take a shower I told my brother that Jethro had asked me out. Mark just gave me a look and told me that he knew that this would happen. I told him that this was just a first date and would not come to anything. Mark just looked at me and laughed. When Jet came to pick me up my brother warned him to be careful, that I was his little brother and that he knew how to hide a body. Jet just said okay and asked if I had to be home at any time in particular. Jet took me out to dinner in town on our first date to my favorite Italian place. After dinner we took a walk along the beach and just talked as we walked along the water. We sat down and watched the sunset on the water. When we were sitting there at one point during a lull in the conversation he just kissed me. It was different then any other kiss I had before. It felt different, not that I have gone around kissing every guy or girl I meet. Last weekend we drove into the city early and spent the whole day there just walking around and taking in all the sights. He was shocked that I had not come into the city exploring yet except to go to the museums but I told him that I mostly stayed in town or on the base. I explained that my brother and I had always lived on bases overseas with our parent when we were kids as our father was a career marine. I was use to living on base and pretty much staying on base the majority of the time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;March 12&lt;br /&gt;Mari is feeling better now and today I went with her to her doctor’s appointment. The doctor says that both her and the baby are healthy and doing fine. Thank god that everything looks fine. I don’t think either Mari or Mark could take it if she lost another baby. It is not fair mama and dad die and at the same time they have had to deal with this. There are babies out there that no one wants and Mari has had four miscarriages in the last three years. Mari had her ultrasound today and the baby is going to be a girl. The baby looked healthy in the ultrasound which helped a bit with the worry. Mari is at 6 ½ months now which is farther then she has been in any of her pregnancies. Last weekend Mark started putting the baby furniture together and I am going to start painting the nursery tomorrow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jet and I are still dating. I think that this might just become a serious thing. We have been spending a lot of time together mostly just talking or going for walks around the base and in town. My brother keeps laughing every time I say I’m going out on another date with Jet. When we are not going out to eat we eat with Mark and Mari at the house. Jet was surprised to find out that I was the one cooking most of the time. Jet thinks that I am a great cook as he can’t even boil water without starting a fire. I told him about how my mother and I use to cook together. We use to make meals for all the bachelors in my father’s unit so that they could have some home cooking. At dinner last night Jet was over and the subject of cooking came up again which caused a minor hormonal induced fight. Mark told him that Mari can barely cook and Mari threatened to make Mark cook for a month sense he though that she was such a bad cook. Mark said fine until Mari told him that I couldn’t help cook either then he got nervous and backpedaled. Jet laughed and told me that my family should go on the road with our act. Mark started to tease me about how much Jet is over for dinner and said that we might as well have him move in that he is over so much. It does seem almost like Jet is part of the family.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;March 31&lt;br /&gt;Mark, Mari, Jet and I drove into the city for a long weekend. We all stayed at a hotel in the city as a mini vacation, it was a last hurrah before the baby is born for Mark and Mari. Mark and Mari invited Jet as a surprise for me. Mark said he had to invite him because he knew that we couldn’t survive the weekend apart. I told Mark to go to hell before I hugged him and thanked him for inviting Jet. I didn’t even know he was coming until about ten minutes before we left. When he showed up with a suitcase I was glad as I really didn’t want to be apart even if it was only for four days. Mark let us share a room as long as we promised to behave. He told me when we got to the hotel privately that he trusted me to know my limits but to be careful. He knows very well that we are taking is semi slow and that the furthest we have gotten is heavy petting. Sometimes the fact that I talk to my brother about everything is a pain. Mark and I have always been each other’s sounding boards. Even though Mark is over ten years older we have always been closer then a lot of brothers that are closer in age. Last year some guys in his unit made fun of the fact that I was around all the time and called me a dumb kid that should learn to stay with the babies at the playground. Mark told them that I was more mature and smarter than anyone in his unit and them he got them all on shitty details. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tomorrow me and Jet are going to go to the history museum again, though Jet is doing under force he says. Jet told me he has learned more about history in the last month from me than from all his years in school. I laughed and told him that I have always loved history and mama used it to teach me any subject that she could. That’s one of the benefits to home schooling I told him I could always spend extra time on subjects that I liked. He though that it was a good system when I told him I got out of doing math which I disliked the most, eight months out of the year. I always did it first to get it out of the way as it was too boring. While I can sit there for hours reading a history book more than an hour of math makes me fall asleep. Jet said that he hated history in school because it was all memorizing dates and people. I told him I was spoiled due to my home schooling I was my mother’s only student. Jet asked why my brother wasn’t home schooled and I told him that I was reading at three years old. I did try and go to public school but when my mother put my in 1st grade at five I complained about how stupid everything they made us do and I started to dread school. My parents decided to pull me out and let my mother home school me. Mama always told everyone that I could get all my work done and more as long as she let me do it in my own time. He was surprised to find out that I could read and write in eight languages and speak six languages. He knew that I could speak Italian but not about the others. I think Mark threatened Jet again about behaving this weekend because Jet walked out of their room and into ours with my brother behind him smirking and saying goodnight children.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;April 4&lt;br /&gt;I had a lot of fun last weekend. It was also very educational in many ways. Jet told me more about his ex-wife and what happened. His wife was his high school girlfriend and he had gotten married because that was what everyone expected. He got married right after graduation a few weeks before enlisting. His wife didn’t like him being a marine and being gone much of the year. I found out that she had not even bothered to move onto base until they had been married for four years. She lived in their hometown until then and just visited him on base. When she finally moved on base she stayed less then a year before filing for divorce without even telling him. He found out when he was served with the divorce papers. What a bitch. Jet admitted getting married was a mistake. He had not been in love with her; he cared about her a great deal but was never actually in love with her. He seems to feel guilty about it but from what I understand of the situation he did try to hurt her. He just caved in to both their families pressure in them to get married.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Our second night at the hotel Jet and I had a very serious talk about sex and our relationship. I came out and confirmed that I was a virgin, he already suspected it. I told him that I had almost no experience past kissing. I had gone on a few dates in the last year and a half but it had never gone anywhere. I admitted that I was not ready for intercourse yet but did want to go further and start exploring. He promised that we could go at my pace and that he wouldn’t pressure me into anything. He was willing to wait as long as it took for me to be comfortable. I told him that he had been very patient so far. I admitted that it would not be a long time wait before I was comfortable with going all the way but that I still had some fears. We did talk about the fact that this is my first serious relationship. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I told him that I think that I am falling in love with him but it scared me. I was scared because I had already lost my parents and my father’s parents. The only ones I had left were my brother and sister-in-law. I didn’t want to lose anyone else that I love. I am terrified that I will lose Jet. The fear just sits in the pit of my stomach and at times it is almost unbearable. I had told him when we met that my parents were dead but had never actually told him what happened. I told him about how my dad died during a mission overseas that my family was never told the details of what happened. I explained that my mother never really got over his death and dead a year later. The doctors told us that she died due to a brain aneurism but I know that she died of a broken heart. I explained how after my mother’s death I chose to stay with Mark and Mari over going to live with my mother’s parents in Pennsylvania. I explained that my mother’s family had never really forgiven her for marrying my father. They thought that he was beneath her, as she came from a well to do Italian family. They tolerate Mark and me but it’s not comfortable.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alright I need to get off the sad subjects for awhile, besides going to the museum which Jet did have fun at we went out for a nice dinner the third night. We had dinner at this romantic restaurant that had candles on the tables and music. Jet told my brother his plans before we came and Mark brought a suit for me to wear with. At dinner he gave me an ID bracelet with both our initials on it in a flowing design. After dinner Jet even danced with me knowing how much I like to dance. After we came back to the hotel we did go a little further. We started out just necking but slowly it started to change. We both had our shirts off when he went to unbutton my pants. He stopped before he did and he just stared into my eyes and he made sure that it was okay. He slipped my pants and boxers off at the same time. I went to undo his pants but my hands were trembling too much. He stilled my hands and did it himself. I looked at him and then looked at me. I could hardly breath I was caught between wanting to cover myself up and wanting to go further. Jet told me that I took his breath away and that helped the impulse to want to cover up. Well that along with me telling him that I don’t know what he sees in me as I’m not nearly as good looking as him. He quickly reassured me that I am perfect and that I am extremely good looking much more than him. He moved me on to the bed and started kissing all over me body down. He hovered over my cock and looked up to make sure it was okay. He licked all around the head of my cock before sucking me down. It was the most incredible thing I had ever experienced. I didn’t even last a minute before I came down his throat. I made him lay on his back so that I could explore all of him. I told him it was first time blowing anyone. I kissed the head of his cock which tasted kind of salty. I took as much as his cock into my mouth as I could. I wondered how he swallowed me but when I tried it made me gag. When he came I tried to shallow as much as I could but I didn’t catch it all. I was kind of nervous and asked if that was okay and he quickly told me that it was excellent. When I woke up early the next morning Jet was laying there staring at me like I was the most beautiful thing in the world. We slowly started to kiss and he reached down and took me in his hand. He pumped me slowly until I came and then slowly grinds against me until he came while kissing me. We fell asleep without cleaning up which would have been fine but my brother comes in the next morning and has to start making comments about the smell of sex in the room. I had never blushed so hard in my life.</content>
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    <content type="html">Title: My Past, My Future: Part 2&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: Navy NCIS&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Gibbs/Tony&lt;br /&gt;Summery: What if Tony and Gibbs had met long before they worked together at the NCIS and had a relationship? What if only one of them knew about there past and had a secret.&lt;br /&gt;Rating: R&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: Contains MPREG and CHAN.&lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS and own no one except for Tony's family. I did not write this for money or any type of profit. Please don’t sue me I am a poor law student with -$300 in the bank.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 2: The Beginning&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jethro Gibbs was still in shock as he walked through his front door. It was a miracle that he had made it home in one piece as he could not even recall the drive home. After Tony or Julian had left the office Gibbs hadn’t even waited a full minute before yelling at Kate and Tim to get back to work. As hard as he tried to concentrate on paperwork the more his mind keep going round and round. Tony was Julian Gibbs had known that Julian’s first name with Anthony but had never connected it somehow. Gibbs was almost positive that he was now a father. He had been a father for almost sixteen years without knowing it and could have gone his entire life never knowing that he had a child. Why had Jules not bothered to tell him that he was pregnant? Or after the baby was born that he had a daughter. Finally after a long morning and even longer afternoon of getting almost no work done Gibbs could at last escape the office and the enquiring eyes of his subordinates.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why had he not bothered to get in touch when he found out about the baby? Gibbs wondered again as he walked down the stairs into the basement. Oh God, thought Gibbs what if that was what Jules wanted to talk about that night when I left. He probably already knew about the baby and I just left. No wonder he didn’t tell me. He thought that I wouldn’t give a damn about him or the baby. With these thoughts running through his head Gibbs looked over at the boat. There sitting next to the boat on his worktable was a letter with his name on it in a familiar handwriting next to what appeared to be a book. Gibbs reached out with his hand trembling with fear of what was inside of it to pick it up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jet,&lt;br /&gt;When I saw you again that day in Baltimore my heart almost stopped due to shock. I knew within minutes that you did not realize who I was but I couldn’t seem to make myself say no to the job offer. I guess I didn’t think about the consequences of working so close with you. I was too surprised and too emotional after seeing you again to think clearly. I never expected to see you again after that day when I awoke and found you gone. For a long time I was so angry with you, so angry that I cannot even find words to describe it. The night that you left I had planned to tell you that I was pregnant with your child. There have been so many times over the years when I have wanted to tell you about her, hundreds even thousands of times. I was scared to tell you for fear that you wouldn’t have given a damn about her. At least if I didn’t tell you I could honestly tell her that her father had no clue that she existed. I never wanted her to be hurt or disappointed if you didn’t want her. I never wanted her to feel the way that I did when you left. I loved you and you left. It made it hard to trust you with this little perfect soul that we had created.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My daughter, our daughter is the most wonderful gift that I have ever received. Her name is Julia Elizanne Gibbs Mallory and she was born on November 18 over a month and a half early. She is hardworking and so intelligent. She has your beautiful eyes and your personality when she gets frustrated. She even now at fifteen is addicted to caffeine and drinks as much coffee as you do. She denies it but I think she can tell different brands of coffee by their smell even before she even drinks it. She is getting ready to graduate from high school and her whole life almost revolves around gymnastics. She is so talented at gymnastics and ballet that it is unbelievable. I think she could do anything that she set her mind to she is that stubborn which I blame you entirely for. There is not a day that goes by that she doesn’t do something that reminds me of you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the call came in this morning from her coach my heart stopped first due to worry about her and then due to the realization that you now have figured out who I am. There is still a large part of me that is still in love with you. I don’t know what to do now about any of this situation but then again I never really was sure where to start. It is up to you if you want to have a relationship with your daughter. I have not told her that you now know about her but she will know something is up. She is much too perceptive at times especially about me. So please think quickly about what you want to do about her. I will bring my resignation by your house tomorrow evening. If you decide to have a relationship with your daughter I will make sure that you have the address for where ever we end up. I have to go now the nurses were nice enough to give me some paper to write this on while Julia was in X-ray and then having her cast put on. She is almost ready to be discharged now. I am going to leave my journal from the spring that I got pregnant through when I was pregnant and Julia’s first year so you can start to get a picture of your daughter. I will talk to you tomorrow.&lt;br /&gt;Love&lt;br /&gt;Julian&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gibbs could see the tear marks on the letter as he read the words that Julian had written. He was completely conflicted in emotions as he finished reading the letter. He had confirmation that he had a daughter and Julian still loved him after all these years. Gibbs wanted to get to know his daughter and he wanted to deal with the issue of him and Julian but how was the question. He had started to feel something for Tony and he knew that Tony reminded him of Julian every once in a while when he dropped his guard down. This had caused him to stay away thinking that he would just be using Tony as a replacement, but Tony was Julian. Gibbs looked over at the Journal wondering if it would help give some answers.</content>
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    <title>Fic: My Past, My Future 1-5</title>
    <published>2006-01-12T02:35:34Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-12T02:35:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Title: My Past, My Future: Part 1&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: Navy NCIS&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Gibbs/Tony&lt;br /&gt;Summery: What if Tony and Gibbs had met long before they worked together at the NCIS and had a relationship? What if only one of them knew about there past and had a secret.&lt;br /&gt;Rating: R&lt;br /&gt;Author's Notes: Contains MPREG and CHAN.&lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS and own no one except for Tony's family. I did not write this for money or any type of profit. Please don’t sue me I am a poor law student with -$300 in the bank.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 1: A Phone Call&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Leroy Jethro Gibbs had always played by the rules until now. He had always walked the straight and narrow. He could not believe what he had just done which was as far from straight as he could get. He did not have sex with fourteen year old boys, especially the younger brother of a man he is serving with. Not that he had known that Julian Mallory was underage when this had all started but still that was no excuse. Having sex with a teenage boy was immoral and just plain wrong. He was a marine, a good marine that upheld honor and the law. But as he looks down at Julian, his previous well upheld ethics did not explain the body sleeping on his bed snoring softly. He looked down one more time in bittersweet guilt and love before leaving a note on his pillow and leaving for his new assignment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A few hours later a sleepy hand reaches out and only finds a piece of paper. He sits up with a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach and looks at the letter. As he starts to read the letter tears fall from his eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jules,&lt;br /&gt;I have to go now. I have been reassigned and I feel it is for the best. You are too young and I am too set in my ways. I love you but I have to go. You need to find someone your own age. I should have stopped this the moment I found out how old you really were. While you never directly lied to me you knew that I thought that you were eighteen. Yes I know now that you are only fourteen I am assuming that is the important matter you need to talk to me about. I do love you but I have to go.&lt;br /&gt;Love,&lt;br /&gt;Jethro Gibbs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The letter slips from his hands as he wonders what am I going to do now. I can’t do this alone he thinks with his hand resting on his stomach. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;16 and a half years later…&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gibb picks up the phone at his desk as it starts to ring hoping it was a case. The week had been slow and his whole team was getting cabin fever. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Gibbs." &lt;br /&gt;"Hello, I need to speak to a Mr. Mallory." A cultured voice says.&lt;br /&gt;"There is no one here by that name." Gibb says thinking to himself that it has been a long time since he has heard that name.&lt;br /&gt;"A Mr. Anthony Mallory has left this as his work number. It is an emergency and I need to reach him."&lt;br /&gt;"The only Anthony that works here is Anthony DiNozzo." Gibbs says tersely. As Kate and Tony look at him wondering what is up.&lt;br /&gt;"I apologize that is who I need to speak to. I forgot that he now goes by his mother’s maiden name."&lt;br /&gt;"One minute."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"DiNozzo pick up the phone its for you and after you are done you will be answering some questions."&lt;br /&gt;"Sure, Boss." Tony says wondering what’s up with Gibbs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gibb watches intently as Tony picks up the phone wondering if the name is just a coincidence or if Tony and Julian is the same person. Tony’s face starts to go pale as he listens to the person on the phone. He can hear Tony asking worried if someone will be okay or not and then if the broken arm and sprained ankle was the extent of the injuries. Gibbs can see that Tony is looking a little relieved at whatever the person on the phone tells him.&lt;br /&gt;Tony thanks the person before he hangs up and then looks over to him with an almost scared look in his eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Boss I have to leave work. I have a family emergency that I need to deal with and I will need a few days off." Tony was as he packs up to leave.&lt;br /&gt;"Why do you need to leave and what is the family emergency? I thought that you had no contact with your family."&lt;br /&gt;"My daughter fell at her gymnastics practice and was hurt. They are taking her to the hospital right now and I need to meet up with them. And you are partially right I do have no contact with my mother’s family the DiNozzos but I am still in contact with my brother, sister-in-law and my nieces and nephew. As you know my parents are dead. Now I need to leave. I will call when I can come back to work." Tony says before walking to the elevator.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Julian?" Gibbs calls out before Tony can push the button for the elevator. &lt;br /&gt;Tony hesitates a minute before pushing the button.&lt;br /&gt;"Why didn’t you tell me it was you? And since when do you have a daughter?" Gibbs asks. &lt;br /&gt;Tony turns around to look into Gibb’s eyes. He just stares until the elevator beeps behind him. "Don’t ask questions that you do not want answers to Jethro. You didn’t give a damn back then enough to say goodbye in person and now I don’t give a damn about what you want to know. My almost sixteen year old daughter became none of your business the day you left. Goodbye Jethro." Tony says as he glares at Gibbs as the elevator doors close. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gibbs sits down in shock as Tony’s response. Wait he thinks, if Tony’s daughter is almost sixteen and he was a virgin when we got together. Tony’s daughter is my daughter.</content>
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2006-01-10T20:26:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-11T01:26:39Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-11T01:26:39Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Title: What’s a Fairy?&lt;br /&gt;Author: HannahCarrietta&lt;br /&gt;Rating: PG	&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: 500&lt;br /&gt;Warnings: Implied MPREG and slash&lt;br /&gt;Author’s Note: Idea struck me when I re-read draco16’s story last night after watching the movie for the 3rd time. Bobby is still calling Jack a fairy, hmm. &lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: I do not own Jack or Bobby or anyone else in 4 brothers except for Robby and his sister Evy. I did not write this for money or any type of profit. Please don’t sue me I am a poor law student with -$300 in the bank.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jack was stopped in his tracks while cooking Thanksgiving dinner when he heard a little voice ask. “What’s a Fairy?” Jack turned around away from the counter to see his son standing there looking curious. Jack slowly blinked as he tried to process the question. “Why do you want to know?” Jack asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The little boy smiled and said. “Daddy called you a fairy but you don’t have wings like the fairies in Evy’s storybooks so why did he call you one?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jack stood there for a second in shock at another typical out of the blue question that his son liked to ask before calming starting to explain. “Umm, sometimes people call boys who like other boys instead of girls like me a fairy but it is not a very nice name and you should not repeat it.” Jack looked at his son closely wondering what he was thinking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The little boy frowned for a minute and then asked puzzled. “But if it is a mean name for a boy who likes other boys then why is daddy calling you that if he is one to?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jack stood there trying not to laugh as he tried to figure out what to say. “Robby why don’t you go ask your daddy that while I go wake your sister for dinner.” Jack said still struggling not to laugh. Ahh, revenge was good at times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Okay, mommy.” Robby said as he raced out of the kitchen towards the living room.&lt;br /&gt;Jack walked towards the living room wanting to hear this explanation. As he looked in he could see Robby running around his uncles and crashing onto Bobby’s lap. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bobby looked down at his son and Robby asked very seriously yet still very puzzled. “I got a question daddy. Why do you call mommy a fairy if you are one to?” Jack could see that Bobby was in shock but didn’t know how to answer that. “What do you mean?” Bobby asked in shock at the question. “Well mommy said that fairy was a mean name for a boy who likes other boys and you called mommy a fairy but daddy you like mommy and he is a boy. That would make you a fairy to right?” Robby asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jack watched at as both Angel and Jerry started laughing telling their nephew that he was right that his daddy was a fairy. Bobby glared at both of them first before swinging his eyes around towards the kitchen and looked at Jack still glaring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jack just smiled as he turned to go up the stairs to wake their daughter up from her nap but not before telling saying. “Well you are the one who had the bright idea to say that in front of your son. Maybe now you will think twice next time before you say something like that.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jack could hear as he walked up the stairs his son yet again asking. “Well so doesn’t that make you a fairy to daddy?”</content>
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    <title>Fanfic 100</title>
    <published>2005-10-24T18:07:43Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-11T01:27:32Z</updated>
    <category term="fanfic 100"/>
    <content type="html">Here is my table for Fanfic 100!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;table border="2" cellpadding="3" cellspacing="2"&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;001.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Beginnings.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;002.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Middles.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;003.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ends.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;004.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Insides.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;005.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Outsides.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;006.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Hours.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;007.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Days.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;008.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Weeks.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;009.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Months.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;010.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Years.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;011.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Red.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;012.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Orange.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;013.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Yellow.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;014.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Green.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;015.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Blue.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;016.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Purple.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;017.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Brown.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;018.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Black.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;019.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;White.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;020.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Colourless.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;021.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Friends.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;022.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Enemies.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;023.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lovers.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;024.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Family.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;025.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Strangers.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;026.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Teammates.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;027.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Parents.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;028.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Children.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;029.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Birth.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;030.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Death.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;031.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sunrise.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;032.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sunset.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;033.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Too Much.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;034.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Not Enough.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;035.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sixth Sense.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;036.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Smell.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;037.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sound.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;038.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Touch.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;039.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Taste.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;040.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sight.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;041.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Shapes.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;042.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Triangle.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;043.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Square.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;044.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Circle.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;045.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Moon.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;046.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Star.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;047.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Heart.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;048.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Diamond.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;049.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Club.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;050.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Spade.&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td&gt;051.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Water.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;052.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Fire.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;053.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Earth.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;054.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Air.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;055.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Spirit.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;056.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Breakfast.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;057.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lunch.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;058.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Dinner.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;059.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Food.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;060.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Drink.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;061.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Winter.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;062.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Spring.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;063.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Summer.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;064.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Fall.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;065.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Passing.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;066.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Rain.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;067.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Snow.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;068.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lightening.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;069.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Thunder.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;070.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Storm.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;071.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Broken.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;072.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Fixed.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;073.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Light.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;074.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Dark.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;075.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Shade.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;076.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Who?&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;077.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;What?&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;078.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Where?&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;079.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;When?&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;080.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Why?&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td&gt;081.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;How?&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;082.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;If.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;083.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;And.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;084.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;He.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;085.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;She.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;086.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Choices.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;087.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Life.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;088.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;School.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;089.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Work.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;090.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Home.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;091.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Birthday.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;092.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Christmas.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;093.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Thanksgiving.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;094.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Independence.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;095.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;New Year.&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;
&lt;td&gt;096.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Writer‘s Choice.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;097.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Writer‘s Choice.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;098.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Writer‘s Choice.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;099.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Writer‘s Choice.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;100.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;i&gt;Writer‘s Choice.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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    <title>hannahcarrietta @ 2005-10-22T03:40:00</title>
    <published>2005-10-22T07:42:58Z</published>
    <updated>2005-10-24T01:30:33Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Title: Past and Present Universe: Love at First Quip&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: House MD&lt;br /&gt;Characters: House, Chase&lt;br /&gt;Prompt: Beginnings&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: 2434&lt;br /&gt;Rating: PG-13&lt;br /&gt;Warning: Slash, MPREG, Chan if any of these three bother you please do not read the story.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I listen to Cameron and Foreman discuss and try to figure out why House is giving us all a week off. I look up as they all go quiet to find that he has walked into the room and is glaring at them before beginning to talk. My mind starts to wander back as he goes off on his normal tangent about patients and the clinic. I think about how much he has not changed and how he has changed since the day eleven years ago.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That day I was fifteen years old with no clue that my life was about to change directions. I had no clue that I was not going to be returning to seminary school or that within a year I would be married. The day that I first saw him it was May. It was at the start of my annual month break from taking care of my mother while my Aunts watched her. I was attending a medical conference in London with my cousin Lizzy’s husband Phillip who was presenting a paper. I had tagged along for kicks, just because I refused to become a doctor did not mean that I didn’t find it interesting at times. Unfortunately I had run into my father at the conference and I had just gotten into an argument with him. He was pissed to find me at the conference since children should not be in attendance because this was business and not fun and games. He also was not please that I had corrected one of his little groupies but if that twit had paid attention in even a basic first aid course then I would not have needed to embarrass him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“If that guy is your boss you really need to quit.”  I hear an American voice say from behind me as I watch my father walk off. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What?” I ask as I turn around to see this tall handsome man grinning with the cockiest grin that I had ever seen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“That arrogant jerk that was yelling at you, Dr. Chase, I assume is your boss. He really had no right, you were correct and that idiot shouldn’t be practicing medicine. Even more important you were funny as hell taking that man down a peg. My name is Greg House.” He says reaching his hand out to shake mine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Robert Marcus” I tell him not wanting him to know that the jerk is my father. “No, he is not my boss but I do know him. I am not a doctor I am just here with my cousin’s husband Dr. Phillip Todds.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well Mr. Marcus for not being a doctor you are very knowledgeable in medicine. I should have known that you weren’t a doctor though you are much too pretty to be a doctor. All the nurses and other doctors would be too busy looking at you to get work done.” Greg said smiling at me. “I am glad that I was forced to come to this conference, for once it has been interesting. How about we get out of here and get something to eat?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yes, I would like that but only if you call me by my first name, but first I need to go tell Phillip that I am leaving.” I respond feeling happy for once.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Okay Robby, call me Greg. I will wait here for you while you go tell him that you are leaving. Hurry back!” Greg says smiling at me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I flash him a quick smile as I rush off to find Phillip to tell him that I am going to get dinner and that I will meet him back at the house later or that I will call. Greg is standing in the same spot when I get back. He grabs my hand and guides me out the door as we head off to dinner.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That dinner turned into breakfast as we talked for hours and then went walking along the river before going to his hotel room. We fell asleep that night on the couch watching movies. I woke up in the middle of the night to him carrying me to the bed so that I would be more comfortable. As silly as it was I think he stole my heart then as we argued about whether we could share the bed. It was his room but he wanted me to have the bed and he was going to sleep on the couch which he was too tall for. His secret heart of gold shined through at that moment. I fell back asleep that night in his arms after winning the argument over the sleeping arrangements and woke up that way in the morning all tangled up with him. I had just met him but I felt safe and secure in a way that I never had before. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I lifted my head slightly to look at him as he slept. He woke up after only a few minutes and just stared straight into my eyes and cupped my face with his hand. He kissed me gently and I felt my heart clench. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well, I don’t plan on going to the conference today. I think I will ditch and do something with you. What do all you British people do for fun over here?” Greg asks teasingly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’m not British. I’m Australian. I don’t know what they do for fun over here but I vote for staying right here.” I tell him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You are to British you put the queen on your money that makes you British.” Greg states quite seriously except for the grin in his eyes. “I think staying here is a great idea.” He says before rolling me over on my back with him right above me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The day was spent kissing and talking mixed up with more kissing and lying together on the couch. I learned a lot about him that day. I learned that he was very sarcastic and funny and that while he did admit to it he loved being a doctor. Everything was a puzzle to him and he loved to solve puzzles. I called my cousin to let her know that I was staying here longer and to tell her what was up.  I made plans for dinner the next night so that she could met this mystery man. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That evening a situation did come up about the fact that the further that we went the more tentative I became. He finally just asked me what was wrong. We had to have the whole no Robby has not had sex with anyone yet. This shocked him as he put it I was much too tempting and pretty to not have been pursued heavily. I also explained that Robby has been too busy taking care of his mother and he wanted it to mean something when the time came. He asked me if I wanted him to slow down and I told him that no the only problem was that I didn’t know what to do. He just kissed me and told me not to worry about it. I slept that night wrapped up in his arms. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The next day Greg actually has to go to the conference. I go to my cousin’s house to get some clean clothes and to do some laundry. My cousin Lizzy and I have a long talk about Greg and just what I am thinking going off with someone that I had just met. I told her that I felt like I had always known him and that it just felt right. After a few embarrassing questions about whether or not we had sex yet she let me off the hook. She asked if he was the one and I told her that I was positive that he was.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That night at dinner everything was going well until the arrogant jerk showed up at the restaurant. I was my father walk in and be seated with several of his colleagues. I start to bring up leaving the restaurant when Rowan showed up at table to lector. He starts questioning why I am here in London and not at home attending school. After I refuse to answer him he started lecturing me in Czech about how irresponsible I am. He says that I should be at home taking care of my mother and attending school. I yell back at him in Czech that I am not a child and that my mother is not my responsibility but his. I switch back to English and ask Lizzy to inform my father why I am not missing school. As I am leaving to go outside onto the patio I hear Lizzy and Phillip informing my father that I graduated in January and am not starting classes again until August.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg comes out right behind me and pulls me into his arms. “So, Robby Marcus Chase is it?” Greg asks.&lt;br /&gt;“Well, I told you he wasn’t my boss. I just didn’t want to have to admit that the prick was my father.” I tell him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What was your father going on about anyway? And just how was it may I enquire that he did not know that you graduated? What did you graduate from?” Greg asks looking very puzzled down at me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“He was lecturing me on being irresponsible because I am not at home taking care of my mother. He doesn’t put family high on his list of important thing is it is on the list at all. Before I saw him the other day at the conference I had not seen him for almost eight months. Um, about my graduating it wasn’t from university.” I say a little shaky.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What are you doing?” I hear my father say as he storms outside onto the patio. “What have you now decide to add perversion and being a young whore onto the list of disappointments that I must deal with?” My father says with anger and snootiness in his voice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I am not a whore and it is not perversion to love someone. I love him and nothing you can say is going to ruin this.” I tell him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My father back hands me sending me crashing into Greg. Greg whips around putting himself between us and in a split second decks my father while yelling at him. “How can you speak to your son that way? Get the hell away from him now.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lizzy and Phillip come towards us quickly and say that it is time to go. They drop us off at the hotel after making sure that I am alright. As we lay on the couch together me wrapped up in his arms tightly he says that he has a few questions that he wants honest answers to.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Just how old are you exactly and did you mean what you said to your father about loving me?” He asks intently.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yes, I meant what I said to my father about loving you. About my age how about I tell you after we have sex then you can at least claim ignorance of my age.” I tell him looking away. I am not sure I want to see his reaction to me admitting love after two days.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well I am going to take that to mean that you are not eighteen yet. Normally I would be making a comment about falling in love so quickly but you are not the only one.” He says as he pulls me on top of him fully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I look into his eyes to see if he is telling the truth. “Two and a half years.” I tell him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Two and a half years until what?” He asks confused.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Two and a half years until I am eighteen.” I admit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well, that would make you fifteen and at any other time I would be running away as you are almost twenty years younger than me and underage. I must have lost my common sense somewhere.” He says grinning at me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We spend the rest of the night talking about what to do about the little problem of the commute between Sydney and New Jersey. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After that night time seemed to move quickly along with my life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two days later I am flying back to Australia with Greg to get my mother and me packed up to move to New York City full time. She will be living in New York Flat while I will be in New Jersey. This way I can be close enough to take care of her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A week later I am happily giving myself fully to Greg on his bed in our apartment in New Jersey. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Within a month of arriving in America Greg asks me to marry him and I am engaged to be married.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two weeks after becoming engaged Greg finds me sobbing on the couch. He starts asking what the problem is. Did my father call or did something happen to my mother? After 15 minutes of going around in circles I admit that I am pregnant. He freezes up and I start running for the door sobbing thinking that he doesn’t want me anymore. He swings me up in his arms and tells me how happy he is. The next eight months I spend driving Greg crazy with hormones and cravings for Aero bars and Walkers Cheese and Onion Crisps dipped in Vegemite.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Three months exactly after we met we are married in London with my mother happily giving me away with all my aunts and cousins there. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two months after the wedding my mother dies. Rowan does not even bother to come to the funeral. Greg stays up two days straight keeping me as calm as possible and off my feet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On January 16 at 11:58 at night Gregory Marcus Chase House is born.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One year to the day that we met I am happily married with a family.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;May attention is called back to the present as I hear my name.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Dr. Chase if you are not too busy staring off into space can you attempt to pay attention and maybe add something worth while?” Dr. House says looking at me mischievously as Cameron and Foreman laugh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I look over at him and roll my eyes. I think for a second. “I will pay attention after you get me some crisps and vegemite.” I grin at him laughing inside.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looks at me and laughs while the others look confused. “I thought that you said five were enough. Here we go again.”</content>
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